i have so much to catch up for DANCE!! 2 weeks! how how!! * stretches and panics*
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
6:50 AM
i had a great weekend.
i dont what is going to happen the next year, but i know it is not going to be easy. But i will try my best. It is not a resolution but a promise to myself.
i want to apologise to those who i have not been able to spend time with.
I love all of you still.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Friday, December 26, 2008
5:50 AM
i am not exactly high and dandy. really looking forward to the training tomorrow.
I feel more comfortable staying within my comfort zone, at least for now. I love the homey idea. You know the stay at home and rot. Read a few books. Watch a few good movies. Whip up some good food. Clean the house. DIY some equipments.
I sure do feel old. I guess my resolution for 2009 is to be an intellectual me.=)
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
5:06 AM
The holidays was good. If you consider the items that i have taken back to Singapore with me, than i guess its fantastic. 6 pairs of shoes to choose from. 1 wallet and 1 bag. That cost about 3oo plus Singapura dollars. On a holiday with my family was rather stressful, considering all our idiosyncracies and differences, it was not easy trying to accomodate to everyone.
But i survived, and Jetstar was not that bad either.
Being back from China/Macau/Hongkong, got back into action immediately. Work and tuition all packed. there realy wasnt much rest. In fact, i do feel more tired than when i was back from the States. I still do miss the States.
I have also just held 2 events for NYC-YEP. Half completed the Leadership Training Course. Also, with tons of xmas celebrations.
i was chatting with Shiya, i told her, i feel old. really. Oh well. i need a new environment. I ned to start a fresh somehow. The year 2009 spells like the right time.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, December 22, 2008
4:28 AM
Am back from China/Macau/Hongkong.
Will update soon!
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
4:16 AM
ups and downs of life. suddenly, he just came flashing back into my life. Makes me wonder. Why is the feeling still there? All these harping makes no sense, because it is really something that is a desire, just because i do not have it now.
At that point of time, i really thought it would be you. But it is okay. I am still just as good without you around and i am sure you are too.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
6:07 PM
i am so happy for my dear friend who found someone she could share her life with. Although, we would not know if it if forever, but at least at the present moment it is something good.
I just realise, i should not be too consumed with work. It is kind of scary how it gets into you, when it should not be the main focus. Like how previously, when i was working in NY, and nothing really matters about work although we were tremendously busy. I guess we really should learn how to draw the line.
I really enjoyed my time with Shiya yesterday. How we both have grown older and the nonsensical stuff. I guess absence really makes the heart grow fonder. Not to say that we have something going on. Just that i miss those days of friendship. hai!
now 3 of the 5 have found someone. Its just me and her. lol. When will we ever find someone? i guess we just got to keep waiting, and i am glad to say i am very optimistic about it:)
life. interesting how it unfolds.
weight management have been good. I have been doing some good regular exercise. I just got to learn how to really sleep early. Like today if tuition ends at 9 i should really make an effort to reach home by ten and zzz..... my night away after the scrubbing in the toilet.
My skin is bad. suddenly there are patches of redness. am i allergic to something? Cant be... i am getting really tired. tuition calls. till later.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, December 01, 2008
5:49 PM
im enjoying taking care of myself. so occupied with myself, i think i dont have time for another.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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