these few days i've been taking care of the stuff in the storeroom. pretty much have a sense of accomplishment and i am pretty glad that i have the chance to do something different.:)
took part in the Natas fair as well. Had fun definitely but i still think Ananda staff has attitude problem and poor service quality.
got new staff at merlion like Herbert,Jimmy, Desmond and Kui Feng. Wa... all guys man... haha.. but its fun la with guys around. Stock take tomorrow at da beach @8:30 freaking early. more later.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
7:38 AM
busy. tired. happy. glad.
its all in da experience. will explain l8ter remind me.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
7:50 AM
somehow i do feel older than i am. i am no longer that person that goes crazy over every guy that i see like how my colleagues who are 2 yrs younger and are doing so. I mean i still do, but i have better things on my mind right now, than getting myself a boyfriend to fill up my time.
i have commitments and goals in my life that probably seems kinda mature for my age, but what the hell who cares right? dun get me wrong i lurve to get a boyfriend right now. haha. but its just not the right time:).
anyway, i had a nice hearty breakfast, lunch and dinner today. My cherished off day. Yes i do cherish the whatever time i do have now. i am learning to take things well, and my results for last semester were pretty good, considering how i work and study at the same time even during my exams:). I am one lucky and happy girl.
now i am considering going back to Amore and learning either chinese calligraphy or chinese instruments. and i;ve decided to push back my driving test to prob next year. no hurry. i'd rather have quality than haste. and i'd prob set some things straight with sharren my Retail Manager. I want to learn more:) yeapz thats me.
Got myself MotorolaL6. cause my plan ends soon so get myself a free phone den prob sell and get the $$$ kah ching.
oh well. wish me better luck for the week ahead:) tra lala
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Friday, March 17, 2006
7:11 AM
i've been nominated by NYP to go through interviews for some poly forums. have i said this before? oh well. I am flattered by the numerous nominations. haha. but u know what i am kind of sick of going for interviews, meeting and socialising haha. okok. i dont know why. i hope it doesnt get difficult to get out of my comfort zone the older i become haha.
head a break today, like finally? freaking unable to sleep past 9am. freaking tired. caught some vcds and than i headed out for shopping spree at both orchard and bugis. Finally had some decent food in like ages? MeePok with Chicken. lotsa stuff to buy but not going to be able to splurge for the time being.
Bugis we ate the TeaHouse. Notbad. had lotsa laughs and funs. exactly the way i like things to be. :) happy tralala. and bought stuff that was on sale. and i guess that means more money out. haha. now i got to be prepared for tomorrow again.
sometimes i do wonder, the cycle between working or studying which is my suited lifestyle, and so i realise that i really need a combination between two. ooohhhh weeellllll........ meanwhile, you people stay cool yea? dont forget moi ClArce!!!!!! hahaha
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
4:07 PM
i've been working 5 days in a row. and i still have tomorrow to go before i get a well deserved break. i really dislike the days where time really is never enough. though the abundance of time will make one feel bored but i am sure i am able to find proper entertainment to fill those time, rather than rushing to meet every expectations right now. i'm really thinking of working for myself by the age of 30. i cannot imagine myself working for others.
lalalalalal.... sounds so whiny. haha. oh well. i'm whinning till my off day is here. results out soon.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
5:22 AM
if there is one grateful thing, it would be the fact that we have a brain that allows us to learn as many things as possible. i am always in awe of the fantastic things that ordinary people would not or could not do, and i always want to be different from others. I always want to be that special one that has the ability to do things differently. Which is why though since young i was that timid little child, i grew up knowing that in order to make a difference i got to stand out and be different.
Thats where i started showing people that i am different and i can be that special one.
Things have improved, now what i really lack is the determination and the discipline haha. if only i could have stayed through so many things. but i guess thats just me. A jack of all trades but a master of none.
tomorrow is meizi bdae celebration and its kind of sad that i am not able to make it. but anyway, i am also thankful that aisha has SMSed me about her problems and the reason of her quitting. the dumb me forgot to ask for her number and thank god she smsed me. so much to catch up on. so much to learn. i am thankful for these:)
now my only wish is that i am able to be transferred. haha
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Thursday, March 09, 2006
5:58 PM
i'm such a lazy bum.
i really never ever stick to a thing for long. haha. driving is kind of difficult to fit in into my schedule right now and it is really irritating me. so i need the thousand and one determination to get me through damnit. ENCOURAGEMENT~!!!!
yesterday was cool at orchard. got a pair of NIKE shoes from GIGI got lotsa branded clothes at cheap price. got myself the Tommy Hilfigure true start perfume.
met yanling and her friend met Yong Jun and Felicia. saw lotsa stars. had lunch and walked ard with shiya.
not bad so far.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
4:54 PM
my day off finally! not that there is alot of work needed to be done this week, but i miss my off days. and how rare and special these days are... though my off days are just as packed as well.. haha..
okay anyway on tuesday i had lots of fun with Shiya and Cheryl. And yes we finally got to meet up @ Pizza hut @ centrepoint. before that i had supervisory meeting which was quite an eye opener and which i think there are lots of areas that they are lacking at haha.. yeayea... advice by a poly undergrad. whose to listen huh? haha...
on wed yest, we had beginners course. which i find kinda cliche and redundant but it serves its purpose of giving me a break. After which was the stock inventory check round the island on all the shops(retail).
with Siti, Nitta, Syharil and Ann we took the cable car back to Harbour front. Cool man. the view. We are soon going to take the sky tower again.
okok so much for updates. I've got tonnes of things to complete. Finish my minutes typing. and get out of the house to do certain necessary stuff... haha... its only 9~~~~!!!!!!!!!!! And i miss my FRIENDS!!!
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, March 06, 2006
7:51 AM
there is this competitive side of me. there is this perfection part of me. there is this weak side of me. there is this longing part of me.
if i can ask for changes, i'd ask to be more acceptive.
i cannot stand loud noises, particulary shoutings. it can really scare me.
just some general reflective thoughts today.
sometimes i do really want to exchange the so many for a simple life. No paper chase. No money chase. No expectations. like how it use to be in the past. we all just want to be happy.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
6:22 AM
determination and discipline
how since young, these two important values has been drilled into my head. and i am beginning to realised the importance only till now. with so many things to do, i need both determination and discipline to stay through.
Thanks Shari-Ann and those who have left encouraging messages. I do miss you guys and we should really really work things up and meet up soon.
I'd like to emphasize that i like changes and variety so bring it on.
i miss adredaline pumping days of secondary school where PE lessons was sucha drag. haha. crazy i know.
I miss my friends really. Drop me a message. Lets work something out and meet up yea... somewhere in between my schedule. :)
kevin and this guy from RP was real nice and sweet today. had a nice lunch break with them. Everybody is nice @ Sentosa. I know all of them are taking care of me. Oh well. 1 month plus to go.......
Driving Driving i really need to stay focus.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
7:37 AM
oooOoohhhh kay. product training today was cool! teamed up with Janice from Phili. Farid;) cool guy. and this new guy cant really remember his name. but all is cool.
than was work as usual.
been notified to sit in for supervisory meeting next week. Oooooo.....
my nail broke but its okay. i'd just wait for it to grow haha. stupid comment.
its my off day tomorrow but i have so many things to do. 10am: sentosa office for briefing and what have you with LO and Sharren (retail manager) new assignments for us. 1pm : Driving lesson 3:45pm work at kumon.
long long day. full shift the next day. morning shift on sun. i am going to be so freaking tired but i need all the energy and the positiveness in the world. so right now i am searching for it..... haha
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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