So what? really, so what? Simplicity of life. i knew two weeks ago. Can i find it back again? It is not the money really. If only i could settle for eat, sleep, run, home. Clarice is thinking deeply.
My mother has been nagging at me to really do well in my studies. Now if you look at it based on the context, its of course for the better, but u look deeper its really cause of the money in it. I feel bad spending away their CPF for poly and spending away their cash on uni. Although, i am not taking pocket money, it is just as bad. Clarice owe them so much... really...
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
9:32 AM
Jeslyna, you are a wonderful person who just needs time to find out what suits you. You will be fine. I am sure. Because you have us around. Clarice is happy today. Because of 101 reasons:) Busy, Long, tiring day, but HAPPY. Clarice goes lalalalla.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Friday, August 22, 2008
11:25 AM
Clarice ponders and thinks. She thinks she might just really like him. yet, she is afraid of taking that one step. Clarice is leaving all to fate and crossing her fingers. Clarice oh Clarice.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
6:45 AM
Clarice feels lost. What can she do to make sure she does not miss out on things that really mean something? Clarice Clarice Clarice
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, August 18, 2008
7:13 AM
Clarice DONT WANT TO GO SCHOOL!
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Friday, August 15, 2008
7:30 AM
Clarice is back from Genting. The best genting trip so far. We used to get bored at there due to the lack of things to do. But, this time we could take life really slowly. Slept till 11am wake up to Dim Sum brunch and just slacked around. Had 3 games of bowling, hours of pool, manicure, Singing K and of course Movies. Slept early too.. and shopped a little and it was casino. Played Jackpot and Hit Jackpot. Played Bacarat and won a little.:) Made friends on the bus. really enjoyable relaxing trip. Life. It is in your control really. How you want things to really be. if only USA was like 6 hours away. I want to go redang. To just swim and cook like in Batam. :) Clarice is happy and tired but smiling.
Rizal IM me and left me a very touching note. He was happy that i was happy. I am happy that people are happy because i am happy. I love all of you.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
7:49 AM
Clarice is leaving for genting tomorrow. Just thought i really want to runaway and rest. Travelling is good really. I received the call for kevin!! I miss kevin. Can you cook the vietnamese beef for me ?!? hee! Those were the days. Clarice will keep saving money and travel all around. Life is too short. I miss swimming round the jacuzzi and pool at batam and US.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, August 11, 2008
7:28 AM
Clarice is back from an awesome batam trip. sun sand and the sea. Clarice sees school and is fearful. fear that she cannot keep up with it. but filled with expectations. Clarice just wants to go back to US and work. Aik Hwee is going USA tonight for the DUKE program. DAMN! He said he will try not to get too wild. haha. tough!
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
2:51 AM
School is starting next week and i am away 4 out of the 5 days. Cool Huh?!? ;) Clarice is just thinking of running away to America.:)
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, August 04, 2008
8:39 PM
3 days away from home. feels like in the US again. FREEDOM! Anyway, Natas fair was as usual without lunch and dinner. selling and more selling. Singaporeans are really Singaporeans. Something is telling me i would not fall in love with a Singaporean. Or maybe i am too quick to judge.
Anyway,i am going to Perth with Mr. Chalven and hopefully Jen in June for a mnth next year. looking for summer exchanges again Korea!
May is asking if i can go Mexico!! wahahah. Anyway, i will be away from home this weekend. off to Indonesia, Batam. Really feels like in US. travelling around states.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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