Wednesday, April 30, 2008
11:20 AM
Rochor's tau huay.
grab a chair, order a bowl.
sit down and have a chat with me.
i've got my feet grounded this time.
im running marathons till i'm old.
life's lesson is in it.
liverpool versus chelsea next up:)
wish them luck.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
11:27 AM
im dreaming of a prince who would sweep me off my feet.
im dreaming of a business that i would dedicate my life to.
im dreaming of friends whom we could hang out all day.
im dreaming of a life void of realities.
im dreaming indeed.
thanks to all the wonderful well wishes.
well, dont worry no need for fancy celebrations and loud shoutouts.
cause, life is has only just started.
why should i just live for that one day ?? hahah that would be pretty dumb.
now now..... im still dreaming of dreams...
ankle is better for those concern:)
ice ice and more ice .
life is going to get better. tts a promise to myself.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, April 28, 2008
2:23 AM

happy birthday to myself hahaha!!
my first unofficial gift to myself.
swollen twisted ankle.
hahahahaha. i am so injury prone haha.
more later.:)
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Friday, April 25, 2008
10:41 PM
of the very good people out there.
jing xiong.
rengde.
ling ling.
priscilla.
life is good with these people;)
dun have to say more.
miss shape run. miss saucony run. miss dualathon.
aiyo! but its not a too bad a thing. cause i have been slacking. not training at all. hahaha
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
4:42 AM
the buns that me and jes made a few days back or weeks ahhaha... flavour-full!!! because we made so much i remember eating it 3 meals a day.
tutu kuih when its not freshly made does not taste nice at all regardless if its chinese or malay.
bah! i just walk through the pasar malam and bought more of it.
plus a packet of bee hoon. salty salty salty.
i think i am addicted to bumming at home.
i think it saves me the money too.
clarice is tentatively low on cash.
currently limited flow of income in.
past three days i slept for less than 10 hours in 3 days. so today i woke up eat sleep. and only started revising from 2 to 5 and slacked all the way till now. i guess i can only function at night.
oh well thats a good thing right? at least i wont suffer much from the jag lag.
i want to play mahjong, sing song, slack, blow bubbles.
i want to stay at people house and watch movie and scare myself.
or i want u guys to come to my house and do that.
:(
stupid exams.
golf. dance. stupid exams. haha.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
11:15 AM
my recent cravings for tutu kuihs!
the chinese versus the malays!
who won!!
the bigger guy!
money issues.
i hate it when decisions are based on that.
blarh!
i hate it when i have to compromise education with the things i love to do.
blarh!
so not in the mood for to turn 21.
blarh!
hee.. on a kinder note. please do not waste ure food. help those in poverty.
really, after seeing how easily we obtain food here in singapore, the abundance of choices and what have you, you cant help but feel that you are definitely on the higher end of the pedestal here.
I made a commitment from now on not to waste food as and when i can and not eat extravangantly.:)
food can still be interesting really.
REALLY.
got to have faith.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
6:05 PM
their small dishes. sans the spicy-ness otherwise its not as salty as the typical.
yesh. they had the option of doing it yourself or they cook it backend for you. the nice mister manager took great care of us. constantly checking on the colour of our pork collar.
korean rice cakes. the nicest i have eaten so far. it is slightly harder than usual. which is what i like.... not as spicy too.. but tasty.
korean zhar jiang miang. shiya said was the country must have. its black.. like the blank ink spag. but this is not as strong, just right.

hmmm.... it has been long since i post on food so i thought i start doing some. this is at level 1 of far east. has korean staff working in there which we keep eyeing on, which the manager spotted and asked if we wanted his number hahaha.
muggging sucks. really it does.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
7:08 AM



i am kind of slow in updates these days. just dont have the feel or the mood to do so.
anyway, the above pictures are courtesy of seah sim yee's 21 st birthday.
and of course we went wild with our ERDINGER drinking game. haha.
i read a message recently on cleo magazine that was meant for the editor.
it states... if you dont slow down enough.the people around you wont be able to catch up with you. soon you'll realise that you will be left to run the race on your own...
so true huh? we are all blinded by financial needs and wants that we neglect so many things around us. worst still, we are obssess with the best and constantly strive for more than what we need.
am i not victim of such? now that i have stopped working i have realise the morning sun that shines at 715 am and its ray the brightest at close to 8 onwards. it starts to tame when it hits 10 am and it gets humid around 3 and tames at 5 going to 6 pm.
the beauty of human nature.
i realise how food taste so nice too when its cooked at home, that you can fuse your own cuisine and sit in front of the tv and watch as people tell their story. you realise that vegetables rot after 2 weeks slower than dairy and meet produce. so i tend to stock up alot on vegetables and realise that it is too much, ironically cause i am only cooking for myself. :)
you realise soon that it is always good to cook for more than a person.
firstly, cause you wont be gorging down unnecessary calories. and secondly, it is esier to porportion it.
you will also realise garlic and mushroom sauce are your best spices and sauce.
than you realise too, that you cant stay home too long, the air is not as fresh as outside. so you take a walk round your neighbourhood and you get amazed at the kids around who are in primary school, and you think back and laugh.
when night falls. you sleep better too.:)
of course, since exams are round the corner i do try to squeeze studying here and there.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
7:56 AM
this week marks a brand new start to life.
A life with renewed vigour to catch up on my studies.
A life away from sentosa. ( except to sun tan)
A life to catch up with old friends before i leave.
A life with healthy regimes.
A life to let go off the past, the useless expectation.
A life to live just for myself.
I have been selfish all these while, thinking about everything but myself. I just realise my trip to USA, the plain decision to head there seems like a selfish decision. It is true i ignored the financial aspects.
I was ambitious. Not down to earth.
In fact, since i became who i am today, i forgot humility, i have forgotten about the simplicity and the basic principles that made me who i am today.
I should seek to revisit it. But, however so? How do i seperate myself away from all these materialistic gains and seek what is truly important in life. I can no longer be the Clarice who was so passionate about social work, that she willingly give up anything for it.
I can only ask of myself to treat everyone with honesty. I should just aim to be considerate. I should tame my aggressiveness. Yes i should. I getting way to big for my own good.
So what if i know so many things, so what if i have learned so many.... I've got to learn to be generous, fill with graciousness and i guess forgiveness....
before i hit my 21st birthday, i hope i'd be able to put behind all the selfishness.
I am already happy typing these.:)
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Saturday, April 05, 2008
5:01 PM
ah shan's birthday.

what do you do when u feel tt its not your day?
you make im promtu decision.
i've made a couple these days.
like.... sun tanning with siti.
like....singing songs.
like going crazy with the ERDINGER GAME.
life sucha bitch.
but im enjoying it.
it was a great day yesterday really.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIM YEE!
i hope my burn gets better. haha
lychee martini. erdinger. cards. crazy girls.
funny thing about life is .... it keeps going up and down. vicious cycle.
for me, its going up way too fast and down way too fast too.
more later.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.