clarice has been feeling the blues these days. because she found the feeling of love that she might think its for real, but she has not had the guts nor the time to go for it. Because, she feels too unsure about the situation, she decided maybe its just the sudden comfort found in the accompanionship. She said she did not allow herself to slip into the situation too deep, because she knows her mind can trap her deeply in the realm of fantasy.

but what is a girl like her to do? and why should a girl like her resists the impressions love gives? Sometimes, you just cannot expect too much, but i told her its good to feel so, its what makes life all the more interesting.

she started baking the cheesecake. believing in the therapeutic impacts it provides. she loves life this way. doing things she love at her pace. she does not have to prove to anyone. really.

that night when it rained, she felt the comfort in the warmth. what warmth you'd say, the warmth of the lights down the streets and the music to her ears.

she really wished she had someone to spend with.