Sunday, September 30, 2007
2:54 AM
Baby Vernice Tan 1 month;)


man...i woke up 4 times through the night cause of diarrhoea.
Darin had to msg me in the middle of the night thinking that someone else was me in town.
dude, haha, i am running in between the toilet and the bedroom, i couldnt be anywhere near town haha.
I camped till late at Jeslyna's house previously to get bread and cream puff done. So we came up with all sorts of bread despite screwing up the recipe a little. haha. Choco bread, cheese bread, butter bread and raisin loaf :) it was pretty cool alright.
Would prolly aim for fruit tarts, oreo cheesecakes and more bread!! oh!! can someone tell me what else i can do with oats??
ok so Ann's wedding is on december 20th Wed. Ive got to stayover her place on the 19 and meet up some time earlier to plan the sabotage and have to prepare the emcee stuff.
Im prolly aiming to head to korea early december with my relatives. Miss hanging around with them. So i shall be the organizer and get the quotes up since im an ex-travel consultant ;)
Golf was pretty cool on friday. I was the only non business undergraduate there and i bet all of them are at least 5 years older than me. All witty and to top it all knowing how to live a life. They all got cars which kinda made me feel outta place, okay, it wasnt only the car that made me feel a little outta place ahha.. but they were all very friendly to me which i totally appreciate. good impressions so far. and thanks for the ride back home and the nice chat.
Nanny diary was good.
looking forward to more movies though.
D'jibril Zeki's one month is up next!:)
i shall catch up on school work real soon.
proj progress are all good. but revision for exams are not. so haha.... CLARICE WAKE UP!!!!
more piccas later yea?
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
8:50 AM
i actually have a fasting diary.
My account of my 1 week fasting adventure. but i've no time to put it up so prolly will do so soon? hopefully.
im on a baking spree.
check out my scones, muffins and madeleines:)
life during this one week break is worse than before.
everyday is like war.. running and catching the transportation. rushing to dance classes. daily debates over runs due to my fasting regime.
my internship on standstill cause im working sentosa everyday.:)
projs not touched. exams not studied.
fasting really drains u out.
but i will be determined.
next week will be vegan.
Rosalind thought me something cool.
oh im baking again tmr.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
9:19 AM
that was the farewell to our dear madeleine.. off to her chinarian country
,joviene came to sentosa today.
my amore dance instructor.
though it was just a 15 min chat, it felt like good lessons being imparted.
She said she was tired, she needed a change. Singapore is too small. She need to stop giving and start receiving.
My cousin did that. Singapore is too small, she went to aussie and she is doing so well. I am proud of my cousin.
Mag ( my another dance instructor) said she wanted to leave and pursue greater things. She spoke about her dream so openly.
Seems good to be around people who knows what they want to do in life.
I am kind of enjoying my life now but feeling a little tired.
I shouldnt be chasing life, i should be enjoying it AND yes i am. It is not like i am not. But part of me also want to take it slow.
My ideal:
To cook my 3 meals all by myself.
To call friends and family round to enjoy my recipes and creation and spend the day together.
To finally say that i am ready to commit and take on another person in my life.
To really concentrate on building all these.
To have a sip of tea and really enjoy the taste of it.
To read a good book from front to end and not having to fold the edge only to continue weeks later.
To put in a good dvd disc and watch through the whole afternoon.
To simply love and let love.
If i can only be this selfless. I wish i can.....
At times, i sigh and complain and lament and wish to do the things i wish i could. I am human after all, i aint no superwoman...
BUT
i am happy, really to give a run an YOUTH and the vigour of being in it.
I am just 20 for god sake!
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Friday, September 21, 2007
7:00 PM


oh my goodness the weather is freaking hot these days.
been very good with my diet at least i try to... and came up with 1 new recipe.
shall call it the My Pasteur haha!
good for the the old,the health freaks, the ones who needs to detox and the ones who once a good ole healthy diet.
All you just need is
broccoli (1 stalk)
tomato (1)
garlic
large onion
olive oil (2 tbs)
bacon bits (optional)
okay... thats all for now. decided to give msia a miss. sorry jes. cause my parents said the car is coming in today. like it is my business. I seldom have time to lay my hands on it. but im more concerned about doing my readings ( as i will be very busy during recess week), doing baking ( sudden craving), cooking a new recipe of pasta selection and lastly dance!!!!! shall swim tomorrow before work or run.. either way... i finally got my finesse under check...... was kind of worried... but all's well.:):):):):):):)
lalalalala.........
more piccas later.
considering getting sony ericsson m600i
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, September 17, 2007
6:17 PM



i have configured my tablet pc. and i specifically took a night off jap just to fix it and my printer. Life without technology really kills haha.
Saturday after the wonderful night emceeing with leaders from all round the world. Ann approached me to be the emcee for her wedding.OMG!!! thank god there is a script for it. Formal emcee-ing are the easiest with scripts around hee and you get to dress all nice for their big day!! I get to be a ah yee ( or sisters). I am like so freaking honoured! haha. I love weddings. Just hope i dont cry that day heeh.
Missed my school's dance concert on sat because of work and farewell for my colleagues. But it kinda ended sadly for one of them. Long story. But we caught a good movie - NO RESERVATION!! Sweet and tangy and i like how its being angled. No overdose of romance or cliche stuff. Much better than Ratatouiie, is that how its spelt? haaha. I mean its not bad too just that i entered with high expectation.
So take care, mel c., mel cheong and izzah. :) had fun with you girls.
On the cineblast ride, the luge ride. You guys were like tourist on sentosa, to think you guys work three. Thanks izzah!! for the treat for the cable car ride!!
Working with Anne wasnt so bad at all:)
Aloysius came to visit.
marilyn was the crazy her la.
and i felt sick in the morning, and had technology stuff to settled as mentioned above so i bought some groceries and cooked some Yong Tau Foo soup. Which my dad love, which proves that it should be rather good.
Tons of events coming up: YEP Workshops,Biz meetings, Work and Travel thing to be settled, kayak ( if i want to) ad 2 Flea market....
more later.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Friday, September 14, 2007
9:24 AM
i am the emcee for some National youth Council even tomorrow.
I just realised the seriousness of it now that i have settled down. I think i should really start being serious. There is a script just being printed out on my printer and i have not even taken a look at it.
My room is in a mess as i have bags from sentosa, YEP, School, Dance , Gym, Runs and golf stuff all still lying inside.
my new hp tablet laptop is here. i just did basic configuration.
my diet is nowhere here and nowhere there. I should start being serious about it, because while talking about marathon runs with my couz and aunt, i realise how sad it is to die while running. I dont want that to happen.
My horseriding schedule has not been settled.
my kah ching is depeleting. heeh.
Basically, my planning is messed up. haha. and im SLEEPY.
i said i run today but did not cause my shoes is in sentosa. So i'll head for the gym tomorrow.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
8:42 AM
ive got the japan food fair pics to be uploaded.
but im too stuck with readings to try doing something about it haha.
oh man, i've jus realised the amount of mess i put myself in haha.
silas dropped by sentosa today and yea, its good to see a good ole poly buddy. Though there were many happenings in between him and i but those feelings are gone, at least no longer existent as of now. and will remain as that. He came with his gf which was not what i've expected, but okay lar. they seemed sweet, which is good.
rizal and hung meng keep taking pictures of me and them today. they seem to always carry a camera everywhere they go.but these two good polar bears always seem to lighten up my work at sentosa. They treat me like some little girl. In their words, i dont look like a uni student more like one taking the Os. Thanks ah!!
Edmund came to the island today too. but i din manage to catch him. How i miss him so much too. Hee... remember dance classes yea???
finally signed up for reggae @ hai die and soon prob their guitar. maybe.
im so tired. but i still have to read on....
jenying is asking me bout our trip @ the end of the year.
now i have financial issues too. haha.
lalala... but im happy lalalala......
despite all....
i love going to bed feeling so tired.
i need to wake up for run tom!!!!
piccas by the weekends!
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, September 10, 2007
8:51 AM
my wonderful rare days out:)
imma so confused n busy.
and to that mr who is making my life topsy turvey.
or at least is trying to.
kudos to you man.
hai~
more later.
shape run was cool i did my personal best for 10km. :)
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
5:57 PM





we went to the mussel guy cafe @ vivo. yummy mussels!!!!
one more restaurant down in vivo. the food was nice.. subtle.. not over the moon fantastic. but good enough to satisfy our tastebud. The nice view was a plus factor. :)
im at a dilemma. i mean it should be an easy decision...
anyway, yesterday i finally wrapped up my trailer. Haha. the other intern says that it looks professional. But i know i can do better. just that time constraint and the lack of resources. but anyway. its all cool. I love my internship cause the people there are all so friendly and funky. Athey helped me loads too and allow me to participate as often as possible.
But anyway, whilst i was there i send in my application for PPCDL, for canoeing and dragonboating orientation, horseriding and ive got my schedule for golf weee...... im so excited. erm..... bummer was guitar timing clashes with my reggae class!!!!! how!!!! im waiting for Cristofori 's reply and what else? i need get another tuition!!! see stella, he is true, i am HIGH MAINTENANCE hahaha.
tuition on tues was real good. maybe i should take another.
and jazz class was the toughest yesterday. we learnt techniques. haha.. I want to question my mother why she din let me learn ballet when i was younger!!! hahaha
yea!! i meeting up for feast on friday.
happy sha la la la la..
and stella!!! i love our gossip session with mei.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, September 03, 2007
6:37 PM

mememe hahaha..... that my new hair colour.. and bet this is long overdue.. oh ya hair colour along with my specs... anyway,
I LOVE YOUR CUTE SMILE.
hopefully it might lead to more. hahaha
ok. ignore me.
did nt get in to blast. but no worries hip hop not me. i'll cont my reggae.
im a happy girl
and i had my palm read. which i will elaborate only if requested. haha
okok. busy busy later.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.