Tuesday, August 28, 2007
8:13 AM
thats called merange... one of the wonderful creation during baking class... sweet but good....:)
He came back to work with vigour so unlike those that took a wonderful break or holiday, he came back so refresh. That feeling was so influential. He became a dad. And i am so happy for him. I really am happy for him really. He gave me so much support and cover my arse so many times. The way he talked about the whole delivery process and how the precious little one came out gave me the courage and strength that i did not ever imagine. its the emotions of a new born, the LIFE that is brought to earth. :)
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Another he, still young but so full of energy. So friendly and amicable. I was no senior to him. I was his friend, seemed to be a good one because he just poured his heart out and asked of mine. It might be that he does it to everyone but i sense his sincerity. I made a friend in him and he did in mine. I love the way he has no baggage and even if he did which i am sure he is having one in terms of relationship. he sure did not show it.... he is the innocence im looking for. Am i in love? wahahah.... more like infatuation.
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They have such energy no different from us. I thought it would be wild and unruly at least that is what our preception of them is. But hyperactive they are, they seem mature in a way we arent. I see the quest to learn. yes, studying sucks, its tough for them but they'd survive. They want to do well and all they ask for are candies in return. They share their life to me. I never thought they led me in so easily but they did. They had respect in a way you give them yours. The hour and a half was easier than attending any other sessions.
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she called and ask for the interview with me. WOW, never thought i'd be interviewed. i mean im just a normal girl but i guess i just happened to be at a right place and at a right time. THeodore, the head of YEP had brought me through great boundaries and great exploration and i belive my internship will give me the exposure i am looking for. It is hard work. I hope i strive for perfection enough to mee their standards.
till later.
i feel blessed.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
8:24 PM
Right now i am in sunny island but keyless which means i have spare time to slack and type some random stuff right here.
Well i guess life has been busy but it hasnt been too overwhelming just yet. I mean i am running between places but the sense of satisfaction or maybe false gratification that i am getting from this senseless buzzing is kind of a great motivation.
I think my mother was afraid that i might get a sudden attack and fall to my grave that she keeps reminding me this days not to chiong too much. But i guess there is still capacity within my tanks to do so.
Anyway that aside, i have tons of pictures with regards to Rag, Baking class, birthdays ( especially the ones at Outback Yum!!!!) Some new and interesting food that i have tried to show but my stupid camera keeps failing me. Okay, maybe not my camera but the XD card inside which keeps saying that parameters is wrong.
I will try post what i can when i can okay?
I'd just like to say that the baking class was cool. I mean the outcome as in the final product looks all so pretty and lovable and hehehe.. drools!!! 60 bucks to learn 3 items is not so bad after all. :) I am back to reggae classes on saturdays which is cool lars... i love moving to reggae beats but do beware cause once you do stop for some time it takes time adjusting back again. hur hur....
my runs.. wee... shape run is coming soon... so exciting .. and the Dancethon!!!! wee.... i'm going to have a blast with my friends. and hopefully explore good food. I miss the Outback prime rib, chicken on the barbie and the onion ring that went round and round and the BREAD!! wahahaha...
till later... working...
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Friday, August 24, 2007
9:03 AM
i badly wanner post something.
but im buzzing round too much.
Im at YEP on alternate days doing my internship.
otherwise im at Sentosa living the island life.
otherwise im at school fulfilling my duty as a student.
otherwise im at dance class trying to mould out a talent. whahah nonsense
otherwise i m running... gunning for some marathon. ive got like 4 on hand.
otherwise im mugging... at least soon. not yet started.
or some other stuff here and there.
i miss everyone. book me in advance. ( n i am not being arrogant ya? i love all of you:) really i do...
wil get some pics up soon.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
8:59 AM
hahah that's mag's feet and her wacky socks from taiwan. but i think its typical vintage auntie eh.. hahaha.. but she seemed rather proud of it, right girl?? haha
we decided to eat 2 HOT another place in VIVO conquered!!!! weeeeee... not v fantastic lar.. but.. ... read on....
Thats chicken with something.. i forgot the order... the mash potato was too dry.. chicken was aiight....
thats the expensive nasi lemak.. no la.. it was called chicken with some extraordinary sauce.. but we kept teasing mag that its some high class nasi lemak
jumbo satay.. which was the the best dish of all
grace.. feeling shy ahhaha
thats dory fish with archar.....
obviously it couldnt satisfy our stomach so we ate BENS AND JERRYS which was calling us.... hahahahhaha
im suddenly so motivated to really get going with my PPCDL haha.. so YAP we can take theory tog!!And Sulaiha dont you dare fly my aeroplane yea?? :) BIG SMILE!!
and i am going to take golf.. wee.... i cant wait to play on the range with my couz....
should i get a timbaktu bag? or tagger?
should i get a rip curl bag pack?
no finance ah.. hahaha....
okok... serious stuff later...
reason being:
1. Im always not at home.
2. Im always too independant.
3. I dont tell her anything
but today everything was okay already.
I got a called from YEP notifying me that i;ve been selected for the internship!!!!! weeeeee................
i hope the sun is bright and sunny tmr. i wanner run and swim and do reggae. wee....
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
8:54 AM
im always hungry... brrr.. hahaha
ive got so many things on hand... brrr.....
my jap lang is so so so.. hahaha... ok lets just say i needa put more effort!! JESLYNA u are supposed to motivate me!!!
im a happy girl cause...
1. i went for jazz class after gym today.
2. i ate missy donuts
3. I ate taiwan rice balls.
4. i met shuyu for subway. I miss those times when we were so happening. but i believe we still can okay??
5. met up with shiya for dinner @ swensons (the revised menu)
6. bought shoes.
7. pondering back on taiwan trip with dickson... i wanner go back!!!
8. i found a lacoste bag tt i like
ok im tired and i should do some revision.. and notes sorta..
sunny island tmr and den sch. and i hope some rest n revision before dreadful friday
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, August 13, 2007
7:38 PM
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
9:29 AM
less than 2 hours of sleep in 2 days.
I am totally wasted.
i have ulcers and blisters in my mouth.
its the girl's time of the month
i feel bloated.
I indulged in the temptations.
i am so so so not put together now.
I need a grip!
it starts with a good face masks and some cream for the eye bags, some good rest.
For, tomorrow, it'd be good exercise (5klits, skips, crunches), good meals( more fruits and home cooked stuff).
After which Clarice will be back!
lotsa piccas later.
time to wash of mask.
Happy National Day!
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Monday, August 06, 2007
7:06 PM
this was taken like during the mizuno run... haha which obviously was some time ago
it definitely was some time ago since i saw jiali .. miss ya babe, i remember those soccer training days where we train like mad and sometimes even think of excuses to skip training, oh ya and also our supper at the 'pork place' or so you called it. wahahhaah.. i miss michelle and bin too..
Did not manage to catch my jap class yesterday but was really glad nikai sensei was nice enough again to give us remedial next mon. i really will study le. hahah..... rag rehearsal dragged till 8 so i decided to meet jeslyna for dinner instead.
eh.. when can i watch a movie, do my mani, discuss our business without all the various commitments??? Yea!! Clarice is whinning ahhahah...
I made a mistake at work yesterday, and i am truly sorry. I think i need to stay more focus, i have been making mistakes at work which i normally dont and i know people there have been nice and patient with me, especially with all my other commitments. I dotn know what else i can do but take ownership, say sorry and try to ensure it wont happen again.
hai~ wads wrong with me?? haha. i'll get it fixed.
take a break from rag today for my other commitments like the YEP interview held later. i think i better do some research. will talk more about it later. and my bidding!!! i have not really settled on any yet.
I am so glad i am done with my 6 klits today again. Contemplating swimming or just some stretching and crunches. i think i'd do the later. i need time for revision and preparation work. YEA!! i am meeting yap later!!! @ central. lets slack!! and maybe wednesday is going to be a long day!!
CHERYL!!! we better meet up next week to discuss biz okay?
BOOTS!! we'll do a meet up next week to okay??
I apologise to those i'm unable to meet up.
muacks!
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
8:02 AM
wow, its been some time since i've written something here.
Its been busy these days with rag practices and my own runs and swims.
I got a bad tan line after swimming at 3pm in the afternoon.
life's pretty much taking shape. Its moulding pretty well, of course there are glitches here and there. There are bound to be imperfections but i guess it really is all in our grasp.
A few days ago i thought i lost my wallet for good. That everything including my ic, driving license, my debit cards, my mum's credit as well as all my membership cards were gone. I was not anxious at all when i found out cause knowing me it is not the first time its happening. What i went across my mind is how to answer to relevant people and how to get to school and gym and stuff without all my cards cause life still has to go on. I still got a schedule to run after.
Sometimes i wish i'd whine more and feel weak more cause i do wish i could go to someone and just complain and get a good hug and comforting words.... oh well some random thoughts:)
Anyway, lost and found, the wallet was returned to me by this kind lady who lived on the 14th floor. I owe it to her and i'm thinking of what i can do to return the kindness. My brother has been pestering me to say a big THANK YOU. Which i really outta do so....matter of time...
I got a replied from YEP who asked me down for an interview regarding the internship.
its just that i need to find a good time slot down. Got to skip some rehearsals.
I still owe Melissa C. a tanning session.
I owe Jeslyna a good relaxing day .
I owe Cheryl a meet up.
I day out with the girls to ECP and makan stuff.
hai~time really is never enough. i got to revise my jap and what else do i need to do?? hmmm..
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
we decided to eat 2 HOT another place in VIVO conquered!!!! weeeeee... not v fantastic lar.. but.. ... read on....
Thats chicken with something.. i forgot the order... the mash potato was too dry.. chicken was aiight....
thats the expensive nasi lemak.. no la.. it was called chicken with some extraordinary sauce.. but we kept teasing mag that its some high class nasi lemak
jumbo satay.. which was the the best dish of all
grace.. feeling shy ahhaha
thats dory fish with archar.....
obviously it couldnt satisfy our stomach so we ate BENS AND JERRYS which was calling us.... hahahahhaha
