now, lots of things have been happening.

im feeling a little exhausted. Emotionally and mentally after feeling physically tired last week. I felt as if ive betrayed myself. I dont know, seems like some split personality issues. Im pissed with myself for being pissed with others.

Ive just realised a little more of myself.

Ive been supressing my emotions. My anger, my fear and my sadness.

sigh* ive been let down by some friends who thinks that its okay to do certain things and id forgive them. After thinking so, id just blame myself because its not exactly their fault cause i did not put my stand to it, i let it passed.

than there are issues at work too. i dont know, sometimes u feel that they just dun understand. why is it that PEOPLE are ALWAYS JUDGING.

to sum it all up. I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO JUDGEMENTAL. and vice versa.
how do i learn not to be one? argh.

of course i have happy moments too.
meetings with the guys at Vil'age. thanks all for the present.
the hair cut with Raymin at Toni and Guy. love him to bits. no more curly hair.. thankgod
i love pret-a-manager.
i love e work with izzah.
the movie and volley finals with aunt.
the movie with Jes. laughter therapy.
the bellyblitz class.
agnes as my bud for the marathon run:)

i wish i could just laze around at home sometimes.