i really should be starting on my portfolio, but the usual creative me has been sucked of creative juices. You see, since school ended i haven pretty much exercise my brain cells, so much so that during the Kumon session today i was kind of brain freezed.
I mean i was vocal like how i am in class but i just feel like my physical presence is there but my intellectual side just went on some parallel dimension. After the diagnostic test was over and the essay i was like zombified. I felt that i was floating literally.
You see, i tried controlling my intake of food as i had been eating nonsense these days. But before you jump on me and say that i dont preach what i say, lets make it clear that, its okay to eat but!!!! not junks, and i have been eating junks and sweets- the irregularities. Which is a big no no!
So Shiya wanted to have Pepper Lunch today after our respective interviews and she came over to CENTRAl to meet me but i was tight on budget too, so i had the salmon with egg and rice ( practically the whole meal). But i din eat the rice i just dranks the pure green tea and ate the salmon and beansprouts and egg white. KNOWING ME!!! that wont last me la....... which equates to why i felt lightheaded. haha
So i took a SONATA cab back to JP! bought a raisin bread and hit the gym for an hour. dinner was with Banana, Papaya, Pistachios for dinner. Had a fair dose of TV and now i am stuck on ideas for my PORTFOLIO.....
feeling sad when your creative juice leaves you. you dont feel inspirational no more. but i wont give up.
Mcgraw Hill seems good. i hope they call me back. But if they dont, i hope its cause im going uni. ( the above sentence only im able to understand)...
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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