all these dont come easy. i worked for, everything from my work attributes and praises to the weight loss, to my fitness, from my daily cookings, from my gym sessions, from my effort during each presentations, from my effort in studying.....
i put in effort, my heart and soul to everything that i have done. The things i spend, the things i have, the things i have given, the advices i have made.. they came from experiences and hard work.
I am in the midst of studying for my finals, and it is frustrating knowing that i am not Miss smart who can ace through it, that when i do finally sit down and do proper revision, why is it even harder? I dont have the logical mind to think, or perhaps i do, just that i am not in the right mind to evaluate all of it and do a breakdown,i'd most rather keep it aside....... and start the blaming....
it wont solve situations... but i dont know...... i am so contradicting..
damn pissed with what i cant do now.. and for what i can, i feel so lousy...
grrr...................................................... must be the girls' thing causes all these ups and downs...
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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