forever.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007
2:11 AM

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...................i am feeling much better now after the crap of yesterday.
this exam week pretty much got into me but i am A-okay now! 3 paper done! 2 of which i am pretty confident. left one to go and i guess cross my fingers and see what happens with the uni thing... work wise... i know i should probably get some proper job before the admissions of uni actually is known, but i am at a dilemma.

anyway,i'll be away from Singapore from March 6 onwards till 4/5 days later... depending if i want an extension in Taipei. Afterwhich, back to some serious readjustment.

I'd wish i just fall in love with some capable guy, marry off and just bear kids and live happily ever after. hahaha.......

find me someone first. you people can drop names now.... haha
wanner meet me up quick buzz me... before i start working.. immaworkaholic.. nah.... if i work too much, its cause i am enjoying it. heeh

okok..names... names...names....

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007
7:12 AM

all these dont come easy. i worked for, everything from my work attributes and praises to the weight loss, to my fitness, from my daily cookings, from my gym sessions, from my effort during each presentations, from my effort in studying.....

i put in effort, my heart and soul to everything that i have done.
The things i spend, the things i have, the things i have given, the advices i have made.. they came from experiences and hard work.

I am in the midst of studying for my finals, and it is frustrating knowing that i am not Miss smart who can ace through it, that when i do finally sit down and do proper revision, why is it even harder? I dont have the logical mind to think, or perhaps i do, just that i am not in the right mind to evaluate all of it and do a breakdown,i'd most rather keep it aside....... and start the blaming....

it wont solve situations... but i dont know...... i am so contradicting..

damn pissed with what i cant do now.. and for what i can, i feel so lousy...

grrr......................................................
must be the girls' thing causes all these ups and downs...

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Saturday, February 24, 2007
6:44 AM

another taiwan person pass away.
life really is short.
sounds cliche but since your body is your only possession, you should really look after it.
take care everyone

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Thursday, February 22, 2007
6:57 AM

did not take any pictures on CNY. was too busy eating. Now i guess those who know me would not doubt my eating abilities. Not that i am very proud of that.. but just that i have to say that i am a weird ability to eat loads and get it digested in just 3 hours and i can head on to grab another bite again.

CNY eve till CNY day2 was spent with the same maternal side of couz and relatives and i guess we're meeting up again soon. haha. anyway, they are the only relatives i do visiting. Once again, got to greatly emphasize that, its not that i am not a great fan of CNY, I AM!!! But, the wow factor seems to be dying off a little. But not the food factor, may i digress;)....

It is a blessing that i love working out so much that i worked out on all 3 days. hahahah.. yea despite the closure of Amore fitness, i hit the outdoors... the bright red tracks... which i ran with the s league expatriats.

CNY aside, my parents are away to GENTING for 4 days... which means i got the whole area to myself. pretty good i guess, especially since i need the quietness around since my finals are round the corner...

oh and digressing a little again, for those who are reading and are concern about my uni applications. Yes, i have submitted for all 4 Uni plus UNSW's. Everything pretty much is good. I am just thinking for my NTU's referral who else should i get to fill it up... i have got one from Sentosa. Should i ask one from NYP too? Contemplating.. i got 6 days to contemplate...

okok... i went to book my taipei trip and got it settled. will be leaving on the 6th march tuesday be back 4 days later... that is if i choose not to extend again..... got a pretty good bargain after scouting round various travel agents.... ( thats the benefit of working as one before)

today, was pretty great.... cooked chicken rice for lunch with a bowl of broccolis and chicken rice for dinner with tomato toufu soup... :) hahah...

would hit the gym and dance floor tomorrow again for my workout... and moving on to the next module to study before my finals on mONday....

I am itching for MAHJONG and some OUTDOOR actions..
so ppl u know who i'd contact soon enuff....
till den take care...

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Thursday, February 15, 2007
8:54 AM

Valentine put an end to the 2 week long of presentation and project.

Valentine made our class gang had nice lunch out at far east along with some mini shopping

Valentine made us had a good chat with our lecturer Ms Erica Fong. ( a good laugh too)

Valentine made my clique stupidly choose to wait for a sonata cab outside school haha under the sun.

Valentine made me enjoy life as a Tai Tai at Starbucks @ Changi Airport.

Valentine made me had a great 2 hour stake out at Sakae @ Changi Airport. Satisfied.

Valentine made me explore a part of Changi i never been to, and saw lotsa good Air crews (Pilots in particular).

Valentine made me and shiya wait for Sonata cab at lavender SIR building haha.

Valentine made me finally apply for University. (cross my fingers that i get everything right)

Valentine made me caught the last episode of my HK serial Drama.

Oh.. so sweet... Valentine:)....

and here are some stolen pics..... heheh enjoy....

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Monday, February 12, 2007
7:41 AM

update more when i can:)

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007
9:47 AM

less than 4 hours sleep everyday...
i would really miss this life.
seriously.
though i would love more time with friends, family and lotsa other things.
but i love this adrendaline rush.
when i am young. it feels great.
sick huh? heeh

i lost 1kg in a matter of 1 week, which is not good.. need to really spend quality time in the gym.
more later

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Sunday, February 04, 2007
7:23 AM

I slept only at 5am yesterday.
I never knew time can pass so fast. It was kind of scary. Every realisation seems scary to me these days, i guess as move through life i am being enlightened all the while...

So many endings these days and many more to come. And, while these are happening more new beginnings are occuring...

Life after poly? A new beginning? There is this conflict that constantly runs throughout my head, day in day out, since i knew how to dream. Should i lead a high life or should i just settle for simplicity. I thought i decided to make things simple, and than in a split second something happens and i realise i could very well be the one with all the va va voom.

Maybe i just should not think too much. Take things as it comes usually is the key.

i want to lie in you arms, and you hug me tight and say you'll be by my side....

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Friday, February 02, 2007
2:31 AM

okok........destressing.. so those are some pics of my latest doings.. not much being said huh? haha

done with ebrw

done with quality

done with eservices

left with IB

left with svcs mktg

left with PSOM

dead.

cooking and menu for today is pan friend potato with mince pork

broccoli and hmm...... steamed toufu with rice...

till later

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.