Monday, January 15, 2007
7:43 AM
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can’t complete
Listen
To the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release
Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
All cause you won’t listen
Chorus:
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I’m not at home in my own home
And I’ve tried and tried to say what’s on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I’ve gotta find my own
You should have listened
Verse 2:
There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh
I’m screaming out in my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and burned
Into your own
All cause you won’t listen
Chorus:
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I’m not at home in my own home
And I’ve tried and tried to say what’s on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I’ve gotta find my own
You should have listened
Bridge:
I don’t know where I belong
But I”ll be moving on
If you don’t
If you won’t
Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete
Oh,
Now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
Im more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I’ve gotta find my own
My own this is going to start on a deeper note, like what i always say if you arent ready for heavy stuff click on the other links.:)
Anyway, these days have been heavy on thoughts for me, i am at one of the crossroads in life where i have to make a decision. The fate of my decision, if i may use it, now pretty much still lies in my hands. It is given to me and i get to make good use of it and i hope i do. I dont like losing the control in the near future. I want to be sure and firm of where i stand. I know many things are not within our control but for those that is, i want the best out of it.
2 years ago, i never would have thought this would be such a test for me, i thought it was all easy and smooth sailing. A year ago i took things for granted and it landed me in a not so good position today, should i have listened and stayed grounded i would not be in the midst of all these. A year later that i am in this situation, i accept it and take it like a lady would.
i have got a month to go and within this month itself lies the tiny roadblocks. I got to stay focus and fight it on because i know i can do all of it, i know i can, i just need to be there. If i should have missed out on all these the past few years, let me embrace all of it now. I may not be big literally to hold all of it, but let my guts and confidence be brave enough to take it all now. The opportunity is here and i must say
I am REadY!:)
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
