forever.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006
6:21 AM

PICS ARE NOT IN ORDER OF XMAS CELEBRATION... it started on 22.12.06 but pics kinda all messed up hahahaha.. just preview it than.. ;)

seriously the coolest log xmas cake i have ever seen....... my sec sch mates bought this for our xmas celebration!!!! although i din see e full cake.. they left a good replica for me... love them....

mahjong sessions with my sec sch friends... see so many hands... we played on wrapping paper how is that for mj during xmas seasons!!!

boxing day spent with my poly friends...doing what good ole christmas ppl do.. baking with granny smiths and stuff.. except it din really turn out as expected.lotsa of warmth and laughter and squabbles... and log cakes.. and you know just home on e day with cosiness laying everything out.. see below

that was part of the apple pie process.. this was the only successful part.. hee.hee xmas blessing in disguise?

yeap!! here is one of the pics i took on boxing day. was just lazy to upload the rest.

This was on 22/12/06 sentosa xmas dinner..... with da beach girls..

Me and Shuyu @ da toilet...

The gifts i made for almost everyone!!! spreading my love.. i really love.. giving gifts.....

This was e non-traditional xmas gathering with my family... yea ... i made it a point to have dinner with them.. how not to for christmas.. i still love the warmth of xmas around family... of course there was crab but its no where to be seen.. i was busy eating.hee

That is the restaurant name... i will bring any of u guys backhere.. anytime.. just drop ur card hahaha

My girl guides peeps!! the most adorable bunch of girls.. of course that was more.. i dedicated my xmas eve to them... so sweet huh? they waited for me and there was a scare here and there.. cause of a missing person in action........ lost at the strike of midnight... scary... we missed e countdown....

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Monday, December 25, 2006
6:20 PM

here ish a preview .... more pics coming up.. i think i had one of the busiest christmas ever...... madness.. and life after xmas is even crazier... SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!!!!
I stole from jeslyna's blog. hee..... lady pls forgive me hahahah take it as part of e xmas gift..

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Monday, December 18, 2006
4:48 AM

that was pics from movie by the beach and the high class dining at genting restaurant.

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006
3:45 PM

i'm always up this early, cause my day always starts as early as 0630 and can end as late as 0230. PSOM test and i am studying it now. It is good to go to something feeling energized and happy about it and i always want to feel so about the things that i am partaking in. Like yesterady's presentation, boy did i have fun!! I do love meeting new people too.

I've got presents for lotsa u guys. I guess i really love to give. You see i always almost give everyone i know gifts. They are always as i try- handmade. I love the thought and sincerity that goes behind it. See i am no materialistic girl, though i am striving for a better financial ability life. There definitely is a fine line between financially stable and greed. As far as i know, i wont step beyond that line, i wont let myself work for money nor will i be a slave for it. I'd be the master. I really wont do things that i dont like. Bottom line.

the IKEA trip yesterday was satisfying in an AWE way. Who was to expect 2 girls gobbling down 6 different plate of items with 3 of it being main dishes, and there was this table beside us with another 2 lady which easily is older than us by half a decade and was munching on just soup and salad. Life is kinda sorry to them huh? How does one miss out on so many good food??? that is a question i have yet to figure out. FOOD almost is equals to LIFE to me.

Did i mention that i have skipped the morning class for gym today? I guess exercising out feel therapeutic to me since i started out. The pain and agony feels shiok after its done. Sounds mad i know. It is a love hate relationship, a game i started to play.Cant wait for the trip to Genting. Shop Shop, Play Play, Watch Watch n Eat Eat. den down to KL. yippeee!!!! Er.... I hope its a smooth trip.

Jeslyna says we should go JB next week to feast and shop.
WeiSing says we should go club next week
Shuyu says we should go volunteer next week
Shiya says we should play beach ball next week
Cheryl says i should give her a list (kidding) of what i want from aussie.
Couz Mich told me to at least keep myself free for a day for a hang out.
Chalven asks if i am free for Corrine May's concert (damn! I am outta da country)
Sim Yee asks if we're free on xmas eve
Kok Hiong asks if there is a bbq on xmas eve
on my the lists go on...

where is my PA?hee

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Sunday, December 10, 2006
4:29 PM

oh my goodness!!!
i like the idea that we are a bunch of energetic young girls.
outta smash all the old hags and old records!!!
we had the highest sales today!!
no we are not out there to prove to anyone!! no way
we are just freaking proud of ourselves!!!
:)
being young helps!!
i want to do as many things as possible when i'm young!!!!
yippee!!!!!!!! weeeeeeee............
islandlife rawks!!!!

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006
7:58 AM

it got me thinking real hard, harder than i ever did. subtle thinking.
I have been pushing myself hard. It gets tired. I swear it does, but i'm happy at that moment. But i question myself, i do. Why? Sometimes it is not only those around you who do not understand you, rather its you.

pain is really only temporary, pain is nothing to me. at least its now all within control of my mind. quitting really is forever. and i know that. i do. But what scares me most is that i dont know when to stop. And before i do learn when to stop, i am afraid that it will have to be put to an end earlier than i want it to be. It might just be taken away from me.

when i get tired, i just keep myself happy. it erases everything.
I have not been complicated by things, i know essentially what i still need. To be happy.

and i have been having thoughts these days, if i'd be happy if i'd give it all up. Give up what i have now.
and would i still be happy if i continue pushing on. Is it for the better? Will it be?

questions. questions. questions.

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

Monday, December 04, 2006
7:50 AM

i'm addicted to online shopping thanks to the introduction of my friends @ sentosa!
well, actually, i'm not addicted just feeling that i'll be addicted.
hah!

this feeling of being loved is all around me. but there is no particular guy, just that i do feel loved. haha. nonsensical me right? Must be the Xmas season.

i'm always hungry these days.
Lao Da," You okay anot?"
Me," huh?"
Lao Da," Your schedule looks even more pack and busier than others."

i guess i did not look okay, been having this irritating feeling of almost everything around me.
PMS. fullstop.

i'll survive. Just wish me luck.
@ least i've survived stand chart run. 21 klits next!

l8ter

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.