in my midst of slacking before i head for work, i'm feeling a tad worthless, a tad less intellectual.
Yes, i wish i was all that smarter, that i wouldnt have to slog so hard for what i want. Now i wouldnt in my sobre mind consider what i am doing as slogging but now that i have getting all sluggish and nonsensical and whiny .. i guess i do wish i had a better way of grasping life.
Its not that i dont want to resume and continue being the independant girl that i am working towards her own pay cheques than exchanging all of those for the lovely divine items that she can set her hands on. But it really really really, and now that i am finally beginning to realise that it is an endless chase... a chase that i am following.. unsure of the fact if it is because i am loving it or that i am just going through the motions....
i am indeed lamenting on how my friends get to take it slow and easy on these days where the sun seem to rise so high that any lovely lad walking out there would clearly be skiiping through....
hmmm.. but i know for previous experience that should i not be doing anything.. i most probably be regretting being a lazy arse. A good for nothing. So where does one find the right mix of life? Does it always have to be a choice between two?? cant we attain a balance or a right fit?
i suddenly do feel that i should retire............ :) gimmesolutions. enlightenme. thiscantgoon.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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