forever.

Monday, September 18, 2006
7:20 AM

i went past a red light. was not intentionally.:)
pretty much speaks about my life. always dashing red lights.

i pretty much have to remind myself about doing something because i love it not because i want to succeed in it. It really does make things better and i do feel more relax.

i reach home real early today. i did all the basic housework and settled down. it really took me some time to breathe in the air of the house i used to spend majority of the time in. These days it seems like just a refugee camp. Harsh but true, i have got to admit these words. Question my occupancy in the house and i guess it is really nothing compared to the time i spend out of it.

guilty yes, regret no.

Should i relinquish my sense of belonging here i guess i'd treat it less of refugee camp and more of a home. Dont misinterprete the meaning here though. I love this place just that i am missing the home factor. But now that breakfast are not takeaways, i guess i will be able to spend more time developing emotions for this roof over my head.:) Its a good thing, really.

I am contemplating lunch and dinner try outs at the kitchens but them seem a little too dangerous right now. Dangerous for my taste buds as well as the for the kitchen.
I went grocery shopping after my make shift dinner. would say i had a pretty healthy stake out today. Cereals and high fibre bread in the morning along with 2 wheat bars 5 sushis another round of cereals and homemade noodles. cool huh?

I have no idea where this would be getting me, but i pretty much respect people who really do take of their body, because your body does equals to your life. and life is pretty important to me.

oh yea, conclusion of yesterday's entry....... i am selfish. i am honest, so cut me some slack okay?:) No hidden meaning, just being true to my needs.

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.