i sincerely believed that i was no where near being awake this morning. Could barely keep my eyes open during the day, there was no question of the fact that i would immediately doze off the minute i settle down for more than 5 minutes. Goodness gracious spare the girl some energy, looking at the way she has been rather diligently giving her body a rest.
True enough, you have never seen me more often at home than during this past week. I certainly do hope i can keep up with this habit for some time, the trick is to refrain from making so many appointments. Wouldnt my life be boring? Oh man...I'll be good. My life wont be boring, but at the same time i'd cut myself some slack.
Speaking of which, i never thought i'd discover this but while i was on my way out of the island, these caucasian woman sat with three kids and as weird as this may sound, i see the mother-figure in her. I see the patience and love i dont see in any asian mothers. Perhaps, its the way of showing love. I'd probably run up to hug her.
" Now you got to tell her to stop when you are no longer comfortable with it," Patient Mum to Son " And you got to stop,'cos you'd never know when is too much for him, okay?" Patient Mum to daughter.
You see? Asian Mums dont explain do they?
They just go," Stop PLaying lah!"
hilarious but true. It gets tiring planning gatherings, no i dont enjoy da process of it, but yes, i still want to do it anyway. At least once in awhile.
How much hidden talent do we have in ourselves? i want it all, really? the passion and the energy. I want to be on a forever high. Volunteered for the Singapore Cancer Society. Impulse yes. Dedication. Definitely. I'm no girl, who is lost not knowing what to do. Now i want to be strong and be that girl that knows what she wants in life. But dont be afraid, i'm still sweet and nice.
Mothers are all the same really, they give and give and give and give..... I am getting tired again. very fast very quickly. *yawnz* but i am smiling these days.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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