i enjoyed work again today. I am going to count my blessings from this day onwards.
i was alone in the shop for the whole morning. Our retail director came and i kinda find him an interesting character, although i could do without the scare of him coming down out of a sudden.
i had a nice lunch with Helen and Fadhil. Met my good ole digi pals @ merlion and when i was up there i had this wonderful feeling that i have moved on from that place... this breath of fresh air.. had a good chat with faizal... interesting to talk to people who are undergoing changes... i kinda miss rachael haha.. her loudness and blurness when it comes to work...
I was very tired in the morning, but am awake now. I am determine to take a break to hong kong but i dont want to spend my mother's money. I really dont want them to work so hard no more, this sudden thought came to me. I wish i was at the age where they can be the ones living off me. I mean i dont take money from them anymore but still its not like i have the ability to give them.
I really have lotsa expectations from myself huh? cause i have this pursuit of the Me that i want myself to be... so there are actually so much hidden stress inside of me that is actually covered by the daily hectic routines that i am undergoing...
but i am glad that i am buying my own meals, my necessity and my own transportation, my own lessons...
* i'm suddenly having flash back about those times in Aussie... so different, so simple, so foreign, so ................. peaceful.. an eyeopener still till today....
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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