in the midst of our buzy schedules and uncompromising lack of time have we also neglected the fact that we have thrown hopes of the innocent ones out there? What is worse is that we have all becomed victims and have yet done it to another darling out there without realise the vicious cycle effect.
I'm not sad that someone has thrown the effect on me because i understand the circumstances and the obligations that gets in the way. But i think its only natural to think... why? Den i realise that it is not because of the fact that that person has stood me up but more because i could have used the time to do something more constructive. I get pissed and jumpy because life is so important to me that every minute use to slack or do nonsence is a definite no-no to me.
hmm.. come to think of it, its more of a selfish behaviour. I just dont want my life to be screwed up. I dont want to be wasting my time. Okay, there you go, its all about I. oh well.. just random thoughts...... cause i just had another day wasted..hmmmmm...... smacks myself...
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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