just when i thought i have so many tons of things to do, i get tired and feeling all so regretful and aimless at where to start.
our stocktake finish successfully. which was awesome!!!! worked and slogged like hell. now work is kinda at a stalemate, am hoping to get some new tasks.
driving is at a freaking stale mate. i need to fix a driving lesson fast. stupid me always dragging. hate myself for that. so many other things that i should be doing but am not doing. i need a personal assistance damnit. got a new phone. designed a shoe for myself. sang my heart away. met up with friends.
now i need to get the other part of my life fixed. in a way trying to get through each day seems sufficient enough, so much so that i am too lazy to get into the greater possibles that life has to offer. argh..................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am content now but something is bugging me... something is telling me that i am being all too complacent. screw that. grrrrrrrrrrrr................
work back at kumon on my off days... friday and saturday. maybe i should get started with driving on friday. smack myself real hard. room is at a mess. my fingers are all screwed because of the super glue.
i am getting all so panicky and flabbergasted and outta control.
* oh ya i did threading..hehehe
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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