since i figured i wasnt going to find much pleasure in school, i decided to focus my attention outta school and into work. Remember how i always loved being a social worker. It was my childhood dream. Till now i still hear the calling of it, but it has died down a little and now being a teacher has seemed to be so promising. I wonder why, ever since starting the job at Kumon i found such joy in helping these kids in whatever way i could.
So working there no longer seem like a tedious task, although i do it on alternate days, now i seem to enjoy the fruits of the labour, and i am not sure i am game for other jobs. You know what, i think life's just like that, nothing is yours forever or rather to put it nicely, you are part of everything and i strongly feel so.
From social worker, i have moved on to thoughts of being in the travel industry than i have moved towards entrepreneurship and than now to teaching. Maybe it is all part of me, maybe i love playing every single role life has given me. But just maybe teaching right now has given me the best opportunity.
I have asked myself many a times, why dont i settle for a guy now? Start looking and find an eligible one and just get down to business. But i know me, since young i never stayed at her thing for long. Even my hobbies are changing frequently, i used love wrestling like crazy, will die for it, than it shifted to soccer, and when i thought i found the right one, it soon became something else.
I guess i am just do not belong to something nor can i belong to someone. I dont belong in a sense. I wandered, i try, i explore, i'm different, i'm filled with emotions, i'm tempermental, i'm me!
I used to hate this aspect of me, till today. Sounds cheesy, but i have found this huge factor of me that i am beginning to accept and like and still continuing to understand as days go by. I am beginning to make myself free of my past and my expectations...
disappointment is goes just as happiness stays. gofigure.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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