i suddenly have all these sudden pangs of uneasiness that flows inside of me..which brings me back to Rick and his family. How i also feel so peaceful and calm after reading their real life account, now that they have chosen to go into seclusion, i respect their right but at the same time yearn for some disclosure about them...
they say my attention are always short and i do agree but this particular group of people has always lingered in and out of my head...now that i am feeling all so mood 'swingy', i really wish i do get a chance to CHANCE upon his writings...
i woke up today with such routine that i wish i could just lay in bed and never ever wake up, the lack of spontaenity has led this sudden run of fatigue and soon it might just lead to self doubts.. I am beginning to be very suspicious of my stand among my friends, now its not just friends but this buncha friends that i use to be close too, and its not so much suspicious about them but its about me now.
yes, i have been freaking busy with i dunnoe what since forever, there seemed to be countless events happening more mentally than phsyically... and i have neglected the presence of the past.. call it moving on, its a phase, but it still leaves me hanging on to its fine thread like a bait to a fish... stagnant not wanting or bothering or even able to move away...
this is all being too intellectual.. haha...
like what i said before, a girl is only complete if she lets in to her emotions and embrace the love and care around her....i'm learning....
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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