i know how a friendship or a relationship can be ruined just like that when the doubts and suspicions starts setting in... or when the expectations starts to overwrite the idea that any kind of relationship should be as pure and simple as it is... there should be no obligations what so ever...
i have expectations for my friends and i hate that about myself, but on the other hand being on the other side of the picture, i am beginning to see things in a whole new different light. and i begin to understand the beauty of being there by not being THERE. ha ha.
I hope somehow people around me are able to understand that. My life is filled with countless obligations that i dont want any kind of relationship to be of any more obligations, because the most important relationship has already gone to prove to be a heavy one..
despite the busy schedule and the tough exterior front, i do seek for the comforts of a relationship.
anyways, that aside, completed this week safely ha ha..... work on mon, wed, fri... driving lessons, amore classes, tutorials and projects....phew....more to come...
the minute i came home from driving in the morning at 10am i slept all the way till 3pm before i left for work till 10pm. goodness gracious!
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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