Tuesday, November 29, 2005
8:21 AM

i'm really half awake now.
but today was pretty interesting.
after 2 week hiatus from amore. we finally signed back up and attended this very instructor which we avoided very much.. ha ha... some things never change....
it was a very sensual dance... and along with a group of other girls i was chosen to dance in front of the class... goodness.... 'm digging a grave for myself..

after that i was seriously konked out but managed to wait for cheryl before we headed for Glutton's Bay... den to watch our musical A Twist of Fate...

Interesting i'd say. would say more l8ter. got assignments to rushed before morning class which so happens that i'm presenting.

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Friday, November 25, 2005
7:07 AM

was having a nice chat with Chalven yesterday.. he went off to study his advance theory said to be back about 12 plus... so i watched my VCDs but i couldnt take it any more so i fell asleep.... imma pig i know.. haha.... i was not really exhausted this whole week, i had a day less of work, i day less of driving lesson.... in fact i couldnt have felt any more relaxed even though i had presentations and test throughout the whole week.

What made it better was the rest i got last night... i slept till 11 am this morning.. not worrying about my driving..... but i sure do like to drive a car and dont want to lose touch ...:) right now i am preparing for the genting trip... i hope many can go... hmmm....

i am in a relaxed mode now... am i am thankful of that.... :) i feel peaceful.

oh ya i din go for the award ceremony... had to work...send in an application for internship at SCC. just trying my luck..okok.... tts all for now... more another day...

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Wednesday, November 23, 2005
7:11 AM

weather has been freezing cold.. and i am enjoying it.. i hope it happens everyday:)..
but i do love the sun too...

anyway.. school was easy and short today. I had a good rest at home with the break from kumon... had a nice dinner. revised my Business Finance tutorials. and i am all prepared for tomorrows test.. of course, i have also touched on EFMA. we'll see how it goes..

guess wad... i have been nominated but i dunno wad Contribution Award thingy... i have no idea what it is about.. and when i ever took part or was part of it... there is a rehearsal tomorrow. I seriously hope it does not take long.. and there is a briefing on friday, which i so totally do not want to go... cause i dun have school on friday so i dont want to travel all the way there... ha ha...

anyway, i am meeting Shuying tomorrow to chill... its been long since i have met ma TTC peeps. Not really la... i do meet them everyday along the pathway to the lecture halls and rooms. hahah.. but still its catching up time.... work on friday... and saturday is more relaxation.....:)

i am enjoying life... i want more sing a long sessions and Amore and there is no driving this week, but i am missing it:) haha....

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Tuesday, November 22, 2005
8:02 AM

i'm beginning to get eye bags for sleeping so late every night haha.

okok.. let see... i've completed ICT project 1 presentation, which went as expected, bombarded with lotsa question, like whats new right? okok. that aside... everything else went fine. Just got to put in more effort when it comes to my studies, because i've learnt throughout my studying days that i am not the focus type... so i tend to drift thinking i am smart enough...

thank god i have a break from Kumon tomorrow can work on my industrial attachement placework got to call up banks, hospitals and hotels to see who wants me haha... is it abit rush? cause deadline is on the 30 November. I guess i got to work fast.

having more ICA coming up.. goodness... i'll make myself work hard. but you know what i did have quite some fun during these days although i am piled under tons of work... thats the life of Clarice.. never fails to excite:)...

anyway, planning a Genting trip with ma friends... more da merrier ya? hope you peeps can make it... lalallalalalalla....

more later..i just burn my tongue from drinking some hot soup yesterday.

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Saturday, November 19, 2005
11:22 PM

how to not get sick when everyone around you is sick... yes and i mean really everyone.... my family members... every single kid that i get in touch with in kumon is sick too... including the colleagues.. goodness.....i need to get a flu jab... i hate flu and cough.

drinking loads of water....in between rushing for tutorials and working till the nights, have been catching up with my aunt and her friends. Havent even had the time to catch up with my other friends that i have neglected and it is already making me like that. Since when have i gotten so busy? hmm.. but being busy is always a good sign for me....

now its not emotional distress but physical distress... but dun count me out.. i can fight this battle:) i am Clarice after all.

got in touch with Yih Chyn recently. just a short one. but nice to know that i am still remembered haha.
Got a gathering with guides coming up. Did i mention driving was super duper fun??

I am tired la... really... maybe due to the flu bug... i hope it goes away fast enough like previously, i give it 3 days max. okok. i shall stop. need rest for today. Shall start project tomorrow.

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Thursday, November 17, 2005
6:06 PM

i'm using da new laptop now to type in here... weeeee...

driving in an hour plus time... trying to be positive about it... nth bad can happen la.. haha
as for kumon... i hope i am just doing marking ..... it would be very much easier...

okok..nth much. more later.

i made a very sweet and nice dream yesterday exactly what i hope would happen... but oh well doubt it

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

bad day...

tired and exhausted prob cause of gym yesterday...every single part of my body muscle ached.. but i like that feeling ha ha... crazy i know..

could not keep myself awake during tutorials and lectures... had a stomach ache and occupied quite some time in the toilet... left school and rested at home for about 20 mins than got annoyed at my parents for waking me up.. but got over it left for work....

my throat felt unwell but i think its saved by the endless drinking of water... had gastric pains in Kumon, went home at 10 ate dinner, and apparently it got worse... cant even walk or move.. and i have to do my tutorials in this state... sucks! amyway i am better now.... thats why i am typing this... 8am tomorrow. BUMMER!! more later.

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Tuesday, November 15, 2005
10:02 PM

sometimes you wonder if it is better to be out of the equation... It seems that its better this way. No one can live without anyone, nobody is so important. Than maybe i should leave it all aside and see whats best... time will only tell.. too tired to keep track of every single detail anymore... i've got studies to take care of, my driving fees, and work ( its not enough but i try not to be living under its torture), i dont have time to think about this friendship...

if only you'd be more pro active and take ownership... unfortunately you seem to let things slip by like it does not matter...

anyway, went Bugis today with Cheryl, Boots and Shiya, had Pastamania and went shopping everywhere, got myself a watch and a pair of slippers (birkenstock lookalike, i'm broke so excuse me!). wanted to get the limited edition watch, maybe in a week time.... and there was this mini commotion that happened cause i only realise i did not receive my change from Pastamania an hour later, but i must say that the person serving me was very very very nice....

of course 20 bucks, i can forsake it if she cant find, but the fact is that she took the effort to find it and was willing to fork out extra as the sum was not enough... thank you very much...

went Amore, had the intention of attending Hip Hop lesson, but fear of a particular instructor, so we went to the gym...... and i worked out for 1 hr 30 mins.... and now my whole body is so tired.. he he... but 'm loving it....

i want to be able to talk all night with you, hold you close to me and share my thoughs with you.....(randomness)

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Monday, November 14, 2005
9:50 AM

I bet everybody is complaining about the ICT project. So i guess i would not have to complain about that anymore, but lets hear me complain about something else... Something like... my computer decided to go down on me at my most crucial time.... yea! damn!

but i am satisfied with the final product, the hard work of my team members;)
although all of us were like super duper busy with our own lives, them with work, me with work, entertainment and hmmm........ life? ha ha i am confused myself.

kumon's work timing is pretty cool actually, just that i will reach home late so tutorials and stuff got to be done late in the night. and my back hurts from it, cause i'd be sitting too long..... i'd get back problems...i skipped a lesson of Amore. Would and have to go back by this week!!

thats all for now.. oh yea driving was cool. more practise!

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Friday, November 11, 2005
9:17 AM

i've been very busy these days with the never ending reports and tutorials, i think i have never ever worked this hard before. Not yet at the verge of a breakdown yet though, so i guess its aiight... last tuesday had the intention of watching Chicken little because that shiya told me it would be opening on nov 4... and of course that was not true ...wad a spoiler.. ha ha.. but went out with yap to get her top and walked around bugis... must thnk her bf for the nice meal but thnk her more for the reccomendation haha...

ok anyway, did i mention Ananda travel called me and shiya to work as travel consultant for them. i really dislike the way the company work somehow but the offer was there to grab... a starting point ... and its just sat and sun so i and shiya along with some others took the opportunity ... would be having trainings next week i guess.. and perhaps start working on the next weekends.... fast....its been ages since i touched the Abacus system.

speaking about jobs. Kumon called me as well, so i'd be working there as well, now i would be working as a marker...... on wed and fri.... whoa... i am packed. i've started this week, its a little tiring... but i can manage it... what made it worse was the breakdown of my computer.... great man!! how long must i stand such a computer...... ha ha... i hope i get enough $$ to get a new one.......

Projects are tough.... and least its tedious.... oh yea.. speaking about school, ihave received my last semester results... hehe.. so happy...... i got As for all my TEP modules and B+ more the integrated sudies module. so my gPA just went up alot!! of course attachement are much easier for me la... theory and stuff just kill me....

i will be having my driving in an hour time... wish me luck... i always feel apprehensive when i am taking my driving lesson..... oh well....

someone did something i tot he would not do....

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Sunday, November 06, 2005
11:50 PM

just did some colour on my nails.. just the sudden urged...
back to school tomorrow, somehow i am quite emotionally unstable today.. must be that girl's thing...

if u are my solution quick ring me a call or drop me a message....

haha.. random-ness...oh well. school tomorrow.

u died before? hahaha...no no no.... i lived before

yuan lai zai tong de shang kou , zhong you yi tian hui hao, ceng qing yong you de yi qie cui hou hui she de fang shou....
words of wisdom....

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Friday, November 04, 2005
11:17 PM

I watched some entertainment show last night, man it was hilarious! I simply loved shows that can leave you crying like nobody's business or leave you laughing like its the end of the world. haha. .. of course laughing is better, i dont want to feel weird after crying.

So i woke up today, went for my driving lesson. MY FIRST! ya i was a little freaked out. But i guess i got to start somewhere, it was kind of fun, but everytime i enter the junction i was like, er... are you going to knock me down? or am i going to knock you do? haha...... ok, i am still an idiot when at the junction, partially caused i am freaking short right, so i need to turn more stuff la..so irritating... and like if my eyes are turned else where the front is like redundant.. the car can move and i just let it move ha ha....

and its a good ole freaking mitsubishi lancer... so the accelerator is freaking smooth la... i press abit the horsepower is liek vrooommmm.... haha... okok. enough enough...

i lost my thumb drive which means my doccuments are lost, i just retyped a 2 page essay. thank god. its over............ finished my services assignment down with business law and marketing.....

hey i tot driving was my worry, guess what, there is more that is worrying inside me, and i want to chat it out but i cant, so weird... but it made me realise to be a lady for once, that shyness and reservation that comes with it.. hmmm.... oh well......i'm not honest with myself thats why i have so much worries......

goodness. dunch. make. it. come. back. again.

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Wednesday, November 02, 2005
10:52 PM

i cant really remember how i spend my yesterday, just remembered a fire and civil defence force coming and police, thanks to my mother who made the call... haha... it was not a big fire but it was enough to cause chaos.. anyway long story...

There are practically tonnes of projects on hand that are due everyday, it kinda blow me off track but its okay... take baby steps.. caught a movie today with Shiya, was supposed to be sad... it was sad but it was very artistic that it lost some of it.. but it was sad la.. ha ha.. dont even know what i am talking about....

Taking my driving lesson day after tomorrow, jitters all over... pray i wont crash okay? hmm....
i'm suddenly worrying about so many things... hmm... getting emo.
keep sensing that something bad is going to happen... oh freakk... i should stop worrying la..... hai~

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.




Tuesday, November 01, 2005
11:07 PM

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What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

i'm bored... la la la.......got this from eve-y blog... he he....
i got my Provisional Driving License...:)

i'm not gonna stand here and wait.

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