last minute stuff dont usually work for everybody.. but to my amazement it has miraculously worked for many of the people around me. I've no idea if thats good or bad but it sure does not always work for me, i guess thats only fair right?
So i have been given many opportunities in different areas but ya know what? Looking briefly at all of these it feels as though these opportunities are just traps enticing me to fall into their trap. True enough, i feel insecure when dealing with these challenges. Yes, i want to be different, i like these but something inside of me is telling me to hold back and be safe, stick to what i am now...
I guess these are times of human weakness, like how it would be easier to just cancel tomorrow final driving test due to my lack of studying and laziness to travel to that area in the morning. like i know, what the hell is wrong with me.... given this opportunity and all i know is to skive away from it...
but of course, i'd stick to it. deep inside i know that there is that greater sense of achievement knowing that you have tried and its okay if it doesnt work out...
Same goes for the issue that has been happening in my house these days, why cant we just leave my uncle and couz alone. Do we really have to drive them away? yes, we are sincere in our actions with the utmost thought to help, but shouldnt it be because of these reasons that we should not suffocate or suppress the only source of survival for them..
With our love shouldnt we set them free from our grasp of overconcerns? i'd say its time to let go and you'll find greater returns that way... ok,i'm off to studying for my final theory test... wish me luck but sadistically i'm prepared to fail haha
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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