How far are you willing to go for that recognition?
Greediness is in its worse form when you cant recognised its existence, worse of all its mutation itself yourself. What more when it starts to hinder your healthy state of mind. But than again, there is this fine line between curiosity and wanting more of everything. So when do you start to draw a line?
I've always wanted more.. more time to spend with friends, more knowledge, more exposure, more of almost everything. At times i do try to desuade myself that too much of anything is bad, but these quest for more is quite self satisfying at times. The good thing as of now is that i know when to put a stop. Its a tricky reminder but all thanks to the sound alarm of my mental state of health i've known when to put a stop when needed.
had a long night yesterday watching VCDs.... indulging in the make believe...hmmm... how peter pan can it be... school's depressing at times... there is something about TEP that is missing in school life...
When there was TEP i know what i missed about classical life that i wanted so badly at the start to return to it... but now that i am classical i dont know what i miss about TEP... there is that missing piece lying around...
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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