Much has been happening these weeks but i havent got the time to actually write down something proper. It could be due to partial laziness and also because there are too much things to handle these days. But at least i am able to settle my mind now and do some updating here...
the past few days have been busy with lotsa of picking up of calls, getting myself familiar with countries and pricing and how each and every individual system works, also giving myself time to understand each and every individul characteristics...
i have certain expectations for myself and often i forgot that it is okay to make mistakes, which is why i hate it when on top of my expectations i have to meet other people's expectations on myself... i guess i have put myself on a difficult situation time and time again.
Sometimes i do question myself over decisions that i have made, but whatever it is, i guess things do happen for a reason... so whatever it is, i guess i just got to perservere on.
I miss the outdoor days, the days of endless fun and excitement, the days when i live on today and every single second. The Clarice of today sorta change a little more or less, i do plan long term now, as many has been telling me. Am i happy now? That i wouldnt know, only in the near future i guess. I must convince myself to think long term.
i guess i am a very short term person, even my memory!
I wanner say a big thank you to Michelle for the sumptous treat on friday that cost $83 bucks. We had a feast! Crabs, Fish and what have you... goodness. I miss the good old days. When the uploading are done i will post some pics here yea?
*Note to Clarice: It may seem like a long way to go but take each day as a new day, each hardship as a block to build your huge dream for the future. You write the story of your fairytale. Its yours!
Charity walk tomorrow. Somehow i hope i come home with aching feets. Self mutilation. Crazy i know. hur hur
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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