I've had my fair share of unfair-ness of life today. I've also had my fair share of regrets today. Whoever said they never regretted are full of bulls.
You see when i start writing all of these down, i start getting defensive, which is like waddahell. It affected me but i dont know life carries on, maybe i thats how work life is. At least it brought out the side of me i had miss so much, i now know i never want to shout at people without giving a second thought.
I remembered how shouting was all so fearful to me. But i guess you'd never know huh. But its not that i care anyway, i really dont feel like writing anything about you because than it would seem as if i am defending myself, which it the first place there is no defending to do.
I so sick of walking into her footsteps. I know you people subconciously take me for her just because we are some what similiar in character but we are two different people. So when you try to put us together, at times its nice to play along, at times i myself gets too engrossed in it that i forget who i am.
I'm not her, i dont like it when you guys do that. I might be too sensitive but i dont know, the initial joy of trying something new has been ruined by all these that has occurred.
Mr Murphy has visited me. I needa go to church again. I need to regain the peace. NO i need to sort things out within myself.
BUMMER, i missed a major conference, thanks to NATAS travel fair briefing. Opportunity cost. Hope i meet and work with some great people tomorrow. Thats my consolation.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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