If i said that life is filled with obligations, would you agree with me? Hmm... anyway, whatever the answer is i believe we can never ever really run away from obligations. Sometimes there are too many of it and in one way or another we arent really accomplishing what we really want but rather fufilling each obligations that comes in the way that it has become a routine.
Saturday was cool. Well, except for the fact that i had to return to school for work. Things happened during that session, and sad to say it was kind of an ugly situation, one that i hope would never happen again, though sinful me always like to see these kinda human drama happen, but i know how painful and awkward it can be at times. And of course no one deserve such treatments.
I always thought as a student we should always be protected no matter what, however it seems that it is no longer true, or perhaps it is never true. I would honestly say here if i have to that, though we are being told to pick up learning values in a learning environment such as the school, what we are normally thought of is the harsh reality of the outside world.
If we really should learn from our mistakes, must it always be after a scolding or a lecture session? Must it always be the harder we fall the better we will learn? Why must we always learn while we are living in fear? Why do we have to live with circumstances? And why cant we be strong enough to change all these?
I believe that in my own opinion as much as reality proves otherwise, that learning should be through constant mistakes and endless compromising and forgiveness. But what we have been learning in school or since the day i was told i was learning was that we werent allowed to make mistakes and if we do it would only be once and if we were to commit it for multiple occassion we would be deemed stupid, if i may say.
I can except how things are now, or maybe not, if not i would not be stating a claim here, but whatever it is there has got to be a way to change the way things are. If we must and have to learn, it can never be through fear but through love and patience.
Enough of that, i enjoyed the insurance and investment talk at Suntec City Convention. Thought me alot about the importance of communication and much we or rather i have to learn as i grow. The dinner at Sizzler was awesome. AND, sad to say my appetite has reduce quite a bit. but its okay, not that i am competing for some huge eater competition. I still can live with that.
Tomorrow would be back to the routine lifestyle of school life and life at The Travel Connect would remain ever challenging as it can be. God knows why... there is always this dreading feeling when i am in it but i know the minute that i stay out of it i would miss the endless worrying and the constant keeping-on-your-toes feeling. Whatever it is i have no reason to keep my worries at the moment. Let me just enjoy some melodrama VCDs and Shows... the only thing that keeps hope alive now .... tata till later. Bless all of you out there.
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