so much things happen within these two days, have been wondering on an on and off basis whether this spells something good or something else, but i prefer to believe in the better good.
Anyway, a day ago Silas started short messaging me saying that its been a long time since we have met up and chat and requested for a breakfast or lunch meet up. I was kinda adamdant about the whole thing, knowing that i hate warming up after a cool off.So anyway, Cheryl and i still went along with the idea to meet him.
It was nothing huge, just at North canteen, casual chat that went with lotsa catching up and of course it ended up with a business idea. Come to think of it, how did we started with random conversations to investments to making that million bucks to a feasible business idea? Hmm.. so anyway decided to give it a try since i pretty much have nothing to do.
Also, agreed with Peisin to start a shirt business. more later when we do get into the details.
Halfway through lunch, receive calls from my mother stating that my aunt has been hospitalised, honestly speaking i am quite sick of that shit. Sorry about my language. I'm sick of people not appreciating life and going through the bull with me of however life's sucks and go into some sort of depression.
Rather, been there done that, sick of this nonsensce. But i know there are exceptional cases that i do look into it and these are the people that i care for. But also sad to say that emotion just dont come to me at that point of time when i received the call.
It was unlike when i receive Darren's news about cancer. Yes, i do feel sad, i'm not such ass to that extent but still. I know how much depression is a psychological problem as much as it is a medical problem. Part of me wanting to be a social worker is because a huge part of me believes that depression stems from psychological than it is from medical.
I believe in mind and heart of matter. Or just maybe i am avoiding, avoiding that something again. Dont want to face it again though.
Whatever it is,i still went to visit her at SGH, was so freaking tired i'd almost missed my stop. Went to look for Darren at his ward first, that fella always moving about. haha. Couldnt catch him in the end so looked for aunt laila. Nothing much to comment on, but i'd always say, if you dont help yourself no one will.
Day one of training was crazy. Information overload. Life at TTC i presume is going to be rather tough to a certain extend. GOODNESS! wish me luck more later.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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