it was an early rest for me yesterday night, quite a disappointment because i did not get to rekindle the love for liverpool last night. Yes, the EPL match is back! I was so exhausted from yesterday packed activities that i hit the sack before 1am.
Woke up rather early for a sunday morning, did my crunches than had my breakfast, before slacking at the couch in front of some good ole television, than left to visit Darren at SGH.
Met up with Meizi at Boon lay before meeting Edmund at JE. It was a little awkward. Such a long time since we all have seen each other, but through the journey to SGH we warmed up a little.
Searched for Darren's ward and was a little astounded:
" Sleep Disorder Unit?", Edmund said.
I and Meizi just look at each other. But we found the ward in the end. It was at the other end. Its been ages since we saw him, Edmund started the ball rolling. My eyes wandered around the ward, all cancer patients, all much older.
He was the youngest around, quite horrible to see them suffer so much due to cancer. I hope Darren never has to suffer, he is at the early stages. Lymph Nodes cancer. Chemotheraphy once every two weeks. He already went for the first operation.
" It might spread, only a matter of how.... the doctor already felt another tiny one...", Darren using his nonchalent tone.
We headed down to the Polar Cafe due to strict visitor hours. Had a good ole chat over there. Chatted about Shu Yi and Xian Zhong, JC and Poly life, life itself, i had a great time. I have the utmost respect for Darren and his family. By the way his brother is cute! hur hur.
We left about 3pm because my dear two friends had to study, one was in JC and prelims was near the other head statistic test, and being him, wants to get an AD for his modules. So as for me as much as i want to catch up with Darren and give him a good old goofy hug, i did not manage to do that in the end. But i'd like to say that i'd love to spend time with him again.
So right now i am just hungry , gobbling down Tuna Sandwich and water.... completed my two reports. Dont wish to start on flash yet. I'm quite disappointed at this point of time with how i handle my life. Squandered so much opportunities.... So many other things i want to do but not yet done. Other things i am not giving my 100 per cent in.
How do i fair in my life, can someone tell me?
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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