lance armstrong once said, now partially rephrased in my own words,"... its not waking up each day, rushing through things knowing that you dont have enough time on earth, but having the patience to enjoy these things... and many people make that mistake and feel tired at the end of the day..."
i wanted to be a journalist. i wanted to be an artist. i wanted to be a songwriter. i wanted to be a musician. i wanted to be a sportswomen. i wanted to heal people. i wanted to be cook. but... i never wanted to be a teacher. i never wanted to be a lawyer. i never wanted to be an accountant. i never wanted to be a doctor. i never wanted to be an actor.
ok, so i dont have school today, so i guess i'd do a little reflection. i used to do lotsa stupid things, things i know people wont agree with. My past kinda scares me sometimes. The things that i do, and i still have not come to terms with it sometimes, i have a hard time telling people what i did and what i do. No one knows, perhaps edmund? silas? charlene? adeline? big mistake i must say. than it was the turning to drinking and smoking, but things are cool now.
sad to say i have the urge to smoke at times now, and i thought i had it under control and that i have past the phase, but oh well, like they say you never know right? so one thing you can count on Clarice to do, is to spring surprises, you have no idea to what extend i would go to to do certain things, but thats how i'd enjoy my life... so duncha worry... i know my limits...
* you do know whatever that is said in here, remains here right? so dont disclose it to my parents for those who know haha.* thanks pals!
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