I'm tired. more later. been trying not to be late for school. hard though. went for MINDS actitivity briefing. went for rotaract club orientation. tuitioned Shiya's sis. got my pay. pay up my dues. Watched Initial D. and there is more to come. Sometimes i wonder why i am doing all these to myself.. hmm... split personality? i wonder too. crazy idiot. But anyways, please forgive my insanity.
I have not forgotten you. Both of you. Shu Xian and Alvin. i'm such an ass i know, not forking out the time to pay my respects. I love you guys, and i know somewhere up there you can hear me. I want you guys to know how i am learning to live this life to the fullest for the both of you as much as for myself. You guys would have done so much more and i am just trying to do my best.
Its been 2-3 years since it happened, but still the longing and the missing still stays. My tiredness now can never erase the fond memories with the both of you. It lingers around and contstantly reminds me of those moments.
But as time pass, i look back with a short smile and picture this painting of all of us together. whatever it is, i hope the both of you are doing well up there and i will always remember those moments. Love all.
always..smiling.. painting this picture..
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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