I am starting to lose hope in mankind. Everywhere i go, everywhere i look i see actions and doings that makes me despise mankind, that includes my own. I remember when i was young i had full of hopes of this world. The hope grew stronger so much so that i had a strong belief that i could change the world and make it an even better place.
But people change, and i see the ugliest side of human, and it has influenced me so much that sometimes i have no idea why i am doing certain things that i am doing. As much as i am disappointed in mankind, i am even more disappointed with myself. I am my worst enemy and once again i have proven myself right.
It makes me want to run away, to hide and get a peace of mind, look back at the beauty and the wonderful side of this place. Take away all the negativity and the judgemental opinions. Take me higher than what i am thinking now. Bring away from all these false comforts. Clear my mind of all these selfishness. Please... really... make it all go away.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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