i'm so supposed to be sleeping now, but i'd rather cherish the time i have now before heading to the dreadful place later. i have been slacking through my whole day today, hoping to gain some enlightment through slacking but unfortunately not.
Music as the background. the tv switched on, and the food by my side. i just lay on my bed through the day.Did not really feel like talking to anyone, so my msn messenger was on an away mode, but there were occasional chats.
What was great was it rained!! haha. i went out and let the rain fall on me... boy, do i miss the it!!
Anyway, i am so sick of the nonsense that is surrounding me, damn it man! Please dont let your insecurities screw this relationship up. i cant help you if you are not willing to help yourself. I've been giving too much and i am afraid at times you might have taken it for granted, i dont know, but hey, its not too late. Save yourself, be happy, its your life not mine that you have to be responsible for at the end of the day.
I wake up each day happy to meet you at the station, knowing that thats one of the few times we get to meet before school's dreadful attachement, and sometimes you just got to make things difficult. Do you know i wish to see you smile and be happy?
All i am asking is to be happy, and it will make me happy.
till later peeps.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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