Please dont make it all come back again.Just like how cancer will always be a part of you even after remission, and how cheryl has the phobia of operation, i hope i never would have to pick it up again. I lost the baggage but i lost myself at the same time. I guess its all part of opportunity cost.It will never go away till the day you are ready to say enough and let it all go.But i will never let it control my life at least i try,I will always remember your words, that i can always look for you, never to resort to substitutes if i can, when ican.how come it has happen so fast? so subconciously?at least i know it will all be okay, cause i am stronger than that.tired of explaining myself, yet constantly seeking answers- anoyomous |