this day this day oh this day is mixed with emotions i have never felt in a long long time.
i felt tired and yet at peace with my body so i had the permission of my body to continue sleeping all the way till noon. when i did get up i had the inspiration to do some basic work out, so i did push ups and crunches. i slacked in front of my computer before i felt even more nostalgic while reading a friend's blog.
headed out finally and felt all wet and sweaty because i was perspiring and it was drizzling. Got to Shiya's house all wet and hungry. Had quite a filling lunch, crashed her house to rewatch some vcds, bringing back more love and hope. haha.
slept at her bed before tuition. Yeap, i was back to tuition her sis, and i felt this renewed sense of achievement and accomplishment, knowing that i have helped and put myself in good use. I just wish i had time to help out more.
Had Pizza Hut on her mum's account, and received my pay check, which made me feel all the more accomplished. With my hard work, i received my benefits. Headed to the mall, got my friend's present, felt sense of pride. no idea why, couldnt figure out why that feeling came into place haha.
Home. Received a message from A and felt that i really needed to let go somehow, because both of us are hanging nowhere and its going to affect everything that i do. If he aint ready to commit to his emotions, i dont want to wait. So a sense of sadness and all sort of overwhelming emotions set it. These takes time to go away. hai.
I received a call from my couz about aussie trip. Felt so gung ho.... life away from life once again.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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