table tennis was awesomely funny.
lunch was great with company.
dinner was very funny and great too.
But the night ended with great deep thoughts.
thoughts that suddenly slam straight into my face.
its happening. its really happening. because of chalven's simple phrase it struck me totally that it is really happening.
i wasnt myself the whole night, i couldnt think straight i dont know what to do.
i was numb not only physically but emotionally.
sad truth. so typically when you feel the pain you try to replace it but i coundnt this time.
i am already starting to miss you guys.
the cab ride back was empty.
because it is all starting to sink real in now.
I have walk this alone till you came along.
We would walk down the pathway with that bounce in our feet
thinking that these days would last forever.
till the day you realise there was no more sharing of papers, the endless tasks to work on
this was than did you realise its really going to end
you pray that it would disappear without much effect
but you prayed more that it was have a lasting effect
cause you only have one last glance at all that you have
and say that one last goodbye to all that you once had
the usual breaks and special moments
now seemingly resurface without much call
you try to hide it, but yet it appears without any wrong
than it seems that numbing yourself with the what ifs seem to make things ride
thats before you realise its really going to end
You pray that it would disappear without much effect
but you prayed more that it would have a lasting effect
cause you only have one last glance at all that you have
and say that one last goodbye to all that you once had
