okay. i guess i kinda settled down a little. i finished up with accounts theory and a few practices would put it to use tomorrow. i hope all goes well, if not i am going to freak out haha. thats a little too exaggerated. but i dont know, i received a call from my aunt, she asked about my studies and placed great emphasis that i should be doing well for my studies cause after all its the number one piriority. which is true, but then again,i am trying to give my best here. and i hope my best is enough.
there is not much room for error which really adds to the pressure because my daily tests havent been fantastic, and it therefore lies all on these exams. everyday i just feel so tired. why does it seem that she only cares for herself these days? these acts of selfishness i cant comprehend, and it is kind of making me disappointed. Makes me wonder is it because at some point of time in this stage call adulthood that people start to change and learn to place themselves at the pedestal?
no more risks. no more joy of just doing what you are doing, but what is right and what should be done? guess i can only tell myself to keep focusing on what i want and work towards it, its not what's around that changes the outcome but what you choose and do that makes the difference. Try. tomorrow everything is going to be alright.i'd do my best as long as i can. i have been missing out on some of my friends life. friends i care about. anyway, i hope this entry doesnt sound too serious.haha. its not okay? hehe
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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