i am feeling all so miserable now for i dont know what reason. i guess i would feel even worse if i have not gotten lance armstrong book. i probably be somewhere beneath the depths of self pity. hate it when i am like that.
the best bit of having someone in your life is to no have them in it. let them be your figment of your imagination and it will be the best thing that has ever happen. perhaps even like an angel. i'd rather u'd be my angel.
so that wasnt the only problem or issue that i have. I am so tired trying to keep up with you. as a friend, i do care, but sometimes it goes way beyond that. i am tired of hearing those complains. i dont know how to react, which makes me think again, am i such a lousy friend?
so i am laying her watching ER. and i taste something really weird in my throat. taste metallic. blood? i checked but it wasnt anything. think i am going to get sick. when u are young, you dont know what pain is you continue on trudging through your life.... oh well. all is fine. till i say its not.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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