how you come and go really amazes me. but really, its not forever that we should be looking for, rather its the tiny moments that belong to us and only us that matters. its these moments that are precious. those eternal vows are things that we can never get enough so lets not go into those areas. lets just not be too greedy.
i'm so tired these days. mentally and physically. my couz testimonial brought me lotsa inspiration. always giving never expecting anything in return.... that secret ingredient that spice up one's life... always does what she think is right... that i'd be right behind me... i love my couz alot you have no idea how my i cherish this cousin relationship:) his like a friend, a brother to me.
other things in life. i dunno. feeling rather superficial these days. very tired of not being me, but seems that i lost that identity too. no idea why. getting easily frustrated with my family, no idea why too. my no appetite has been coming back again. i got my right eye lid swollen.
but despite all these, life has been good to me. i do cherish those little moments of happiness. i am trying not to ask for more. but i am tired... dun feel like waking up to the sun tomorrow...
suddenly remembered something i said before,"when you were young you fight for everything, you want everything, but as you mature you'd realise is not the number of things you have done rather it is the number of those that you have enjoyed... its time you enjoy the whole process.." tired... tired of keeping up with memories... tired with studying... tired of doing things right... tired of so many many things... i'm ok.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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