the weather is killing me. wonder if my determination of staying home to study was a wise one. i am falling asleep every one hour haha. despite waking up at 11 today. wads wrong with me???? so i sorta finished econs both theory and tutorials. i will further reinforce it tonight. i hope this helps man! if not i will be so disappointed with myself. So you ask me since i know i am going to regret why not work on it now.
well, my answer is, nothing is guaranteed, i can work my ass off, with my half reduced concentration level and freak myself out. or just relax it out try to get as much stuff into my head tonight when the weather is better and stuff.
okay. settled. i do whatever it takes later. i'd swear. my right eyelid is still a little red and huge which equals to swollen. and its heavy and dry and it gets tiring. i wonder seriously what is wrong with it. i think it happened before but it goes off after a couple of days. now its still here. but i'd hate the complications if it requires specialised checks. At least its not pain anymore.
i need serious relaxation now. i need a game of pool. guitar lessons now now now. music. i am just blasting avril's music so freaking loudly now haha. destress!!! I used to think that i want to be the type of person who hates to be cooped up. Hate working with deadlines. and all that comes with it. So the key word here is i wished i was this type of person. guess what? i guess i really am. i cant stand sitting around doing the same old things again and again, cramming for exams as if there is no life, i cant take the simple life yet... i need to do different things everyday and i seriously cant wait for the exams to be over. though i am running short of cash.
by the way i take the word hate back, its too strong a word. i want a keyboard. hehe. or any instrument, but hopefully a keyboard. :P i should go bathe till later.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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