i am an empty shell. i may not be right in many decisions i make. that does not make me less of a person. i am not in a business company. in life i am only responsible for myself. i'd always believe in love. power of love. ( i am not just talking about relationship love) was listening back to old songs i used to listen to while i was doing my revision and yea, it brought me back to who i was, the one who had a vision and a goal.
i am blinded by short term wants right now. I have been forcing my way through everything. so much so that i have forgotten that forcing does not work. i reminded myself time and time again. yet time and time again i make the similar mistake.
its all part of growing up i guess. right now i really need to search deep within. than again i might be thinking too much right now. maybe cause of the lack of sleep. really. this entry sounds stupid to me already. haha. oh well. summing up today. empty shell.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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