guess its back to this again. its always this issue that i am getting at, i am not head over heels, but there is always this certain need for you to be with me when i am alone. there is this amount of strength that you have that seem to keep my down spirits up and i really wonder at times. but your uncertainty over things has kept you from coming and my doubts have kept me from insisting. perhaps its meant to be this way, leaving it as it seems to be the right choice. at least we wont see it ending badly again. this time we clearedthings out.
weird how it is, when we dont have it we search for it, when we finally have it we keep thinking of how to keep it, when we finally get to keep it we get worried over when it will leave us. well lets get rid of these unnecessary emotions. we dont need it no more. figment of an imaginations. this chapter should have ended long ago, and i thanked the fact that it had return with a better ending, and like i always say i couldnt ask for more. so lets leave it as that. forever and ever.
my family is back today, and things will change from today. but certain things wont, my passion for living... i am willing to live for all these.. okok, ciao people... till later.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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