i think i am thinking a tad too much. i am not feeling the best of the best today. about life about my path about what to do.
well, peeps if you are not ready to read something serious, skip this entry okay? we were supposed to choose our electives by tomorrow and i only have one day to think. and i really have no idea if i should follow my dream or do something i like at the spur of moment. I know you would not advice the later. But still, i seem to be the only one following my dream ironically, so much so that it is kind of tiring, now it sounds like some stupid phrase.
I dont know. i am indeed feeling kinda lost these days. i have been spending too much time on projects neglecting quality conversation time with the people i love and i hate it a lot. I dont want to neglect the people i love.
I really dont know, i come to the point in time where i suddenly got caught off guard by the many things that is happening. I am also caught off guard by some people around me, their idiosyncrasies. I am so afraid of not having enough time to do the things i want that i have to admit sometimes i want things fast and furious. I also know that is not the way things should go. but i am so worried. about what i have no idea.
alot of things i dont understand, and i am not talking about him, but my life. i dont know many things about my life. funny thing is i am not even about getting a good grade. it seemed kind of meaningless to me. guess i dont price it above other issues. but why am i still so bothered? i am bothered when all you care about is studies and doing things right. must we really always do things right? why is it that everybody is so concern about their own lives? i dont even know what i am talking about.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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