i know i said till later, but i just read someone else blog and i got this urge to write how i feel. so here goes.
it begins with the heartache and than the slash. previously i use to wonder why the big deal? why over a relationship? why commit such a stupid act. than i realise its more to it. i feel her but i dont know about the slash. just to set the record straight i react differently to different people doing such.
for her, i can only feel sorry. i dont know why. reminds me of my past actions but for varied reasons. i realise how far i have come and how only so little people know about what i did. i used to say that quitting one act would only lead to the sin of another act. which did happen previously, but today, i have mustered the strength and courage to walk away from it altogether, and i wonder if it is you who made me so strong.
it might be you. and if it is i thank you. while thinking about this i got my mind cleared, i realise what you are to me, that pillar of support i can find in no one else. not even some of my closest friends. we may have gone through many issues, of friendships and of relationships but whatever it is, one thing stays strong you will be there for me when i need help. and for that i heave a sigh of relief and am so thankful.
i found my basis of happiness and that is of course helping others. thank you for reinforcing my dream. thank you very much. still not bathed hehe
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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