its time i do some proper writing after so many days of projects. i can finally take a breather. My body has been acting weirdly to me these days, i havent got much appetite to eat even though my stomach is like growling for some food. I dun like to ill-treat myself so i do eat, but when i try to eat i feel so bloated. so which results to me not having much a day, which really sucks because i lost 2kg in 3 days which isnt supposed to be the case. 2kg can only be lost in 2 weeks.
many things have happen during these few weeks and i have no idea how to react to it. i telling you that i love and do care very much for you, and know that you know, i hope, that its not me walking away from you. even if u thought so, now i am waiting for you, its in your hands now. Yupz thats my view. Its all in your hands now. I want to see if you do want this to work out or let it go. I have state my stand and if u need me to say it again i will, cause i wont sit there and do nothing, i got to learn how to work for what i want, but when i think its too much, i'll let go. but now is not the time. Now i really love you and care for you.
we'll see how it goes.
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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