great. i truly experienced what it is like to be totally lack of sleep. i mean i felt it before but i think i use the inner stored energy and i was really freaking tired. i am trying very hard to achieve what i want. and last thing i want is to disappoint myself.
studies aside. i am kinda experiencing work life environment. not literally. but if u look and think deeper into what i am saying. I dun understand i try so hard to make you happy. but i know it doesnt guarantee anything. but at least u should see the effort here. so tired of trying to keep up with this. i dont even know what i am fighting for when i am around ya. maybe its fighting for your rights even. which perhaps in silas words would be crossing the friendship boundary. i dunno. but i thought i was different.
than there is another thing. was wrong with you? why do you always result to quarrels? i mean we did not quarrel, but why throw it on me? but to you, i dont know if its my luck or urs that i truly understand. but i dont want to be taken for granted. or underappreciated.
with you 2 i dunno what to do. really.
anyway. i had a cool pool on billard table game with cheryl today. yippee!! that was the highlight hahah. okok. ;)
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
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