the day went by as it came
i tried new things and i've done the same
I've felt the happiness and the pain
there's nothing to lose but all to gain
but then at the end of the day
i felt the emotions that wouldnt go away
i tried to numb and make it go
but these feelings were here to stay
now u tell me what is wrong
how can a day start well and go wrong
why the night always seem to haunt
while in the day its all gone
enough of poetry i guess. wad more is that i had a great day today but it did not end well. life is always filled with lots of questions and i am having my question trial now.
i have the urge to forgo my wants.
i have this sudden calling to fulfill, which is linked to what i had always wanted to do and be.(social worker)
i need to repay society, and i feel i have not done enough.
i feel that my wants are killing what i am really looking for in life.
Simple things have become difficult all of a sudden.
i was lost for a large part of time,lost for a period of time u will never believe.
my thinking is starting to contradict my actions.
this is nothing serious. trust me.
we all go through this phase.
i just need some sorting out.
problem is. dunno where. dunno how.
hope is.yet.
watched:
Friends final season last episode
Ice Age
Stuck on you
Supersize Me
DVD spree...........................
i'm not gonna stand here and wait.
profile.
cityofblindinglights.
Song Clarice
past the 20th mark
April baby (28th)
